wow cant believe its been 98 days... getting close to the magical 120 day mark but ofcoz i intend to run it till end of 6 months if no results
now that i'm close to a 100 days... its both exciting yet a sense of fear at the same time
Excited cause, im reaching the point where manifestation tends to occur so something to look forward to
Fearful cause, the nearer i get to the 4 month mark, its possible that nothing happens and i can no longer say i have something to look forward to since im already past the 4 month mark
Some minimal updates
I have re-established some contact with an ex crush of mine after almost 2 years cause i just started my new job and shes working there... Before i joined i knew that shes working there but it never crossed my mind that she could have anything to do with ayp cause it was quite clear nothing would get started between us in the past... anyway now that we r back on talking terms... there is no explosion or sparks of the charts... its been pretty much normal and friendly.. nothing to show it might change into anything romantically
i sure hope that shes not the end result of the ayp sub cause if she is, i dunno how its ever going to turn romantic... so fingers crossed that theres someone else coming along soon
now that i'm close to a 100 days... its both exciting yet a sense of fear at the same time
Excited cause, im reaching the point where manifestation tends to occur so something to look forward to
Fearful cause, the nearer i get to the 4 month mark, its possible that nothing happens and i can no longer say i have something to look forward to since im already past the 4 month mark
Some minimal updates
I have re-established some contact with an ex crush of mine after almost 2 years cause i just started my new job and shes working there... Before i joined i knew that shes working there but it never crossed my mind that she could have anything to do with ayp cause it was quite clear nothing would get started between us in the past... anyway now that we r back on talking terms... there is no explosion or sparks of the charts... its been pretty much normal and friendly.. nothing to show it might change into anything romantically
i sure hope that shes not the end result of the ayp sub cause if she is, i dunno how its ever going to turn romantic... so fingers crossed that theres someone else coming along soon
