01-18-2015, 02:02 PM
(01-18-2015, 01:52 PM)LiquidMind Wrote:
So day 9 of stage 2. I am restless with frustration. One of my main goals this year is to move out and live independantly. The new subs are helping me achieve this but it's litterally like staring at the sun. I just haven't got the equipment to do it yet..
I either need a new job, which, given the current recruitment agencies are absolute sh*t, would be able to help me achieve this, or I start my own business.
I tried it last year btw. Starting my own venture with a longtime buddy of mine. Didn't work out too well. Now he's got a job elsewhere which indicates he has abandoned it. So I'm left here with no inspiration to do anything. I currently work at a casino and the job is boring my balls off. I have done everything possible at that casino and still it's not enough to see me promoted or given new tasks.
I know I'm rambling so I;m going to move on to something else
Today I went back to my swimming, the surge of motivation to work out is increasing. I also saw the receptionist there who is very sexy and also indicated that she liked me when I first joined (feb last year) and now things are kind of awkward. I never made any attempt at her due to just being scared I guess. Now fast forward nearly a year later and the things are improving like my confidence etc its hard to talk with her as shes just used to me saying "hello" and "goodbye" It's a shame because I really want to see her under the sheets someday but I guess I should just give it up
Either way here's to the subs which are still kicking ass! Another day is dawning
More to come
LM
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If you give up its over!
Don't give up and keep fighting till the end till you die preferably or else settle for mediocre and shitty results in life while somebody else takes everything that you dreamed about.
You want that receptionist you figure out a way to get her then and don't doubt yourself man.
Just fucking go for it.
Everything that happens to you everyday is on you man.
Take responsibility and make it happen!
Go for it!
