Natious's AM6 (finished)

[Natious]

I don't know why but I like your post. Much more positive maybe.
I'm wondering about the 16h average listening time. Hard to compare I guess because you never did 12h or 8h.
Do you feel the James Bond vibe from this stage?
Why Ephra and not something like WM2 or SM3?

Thanks man, I recently had an insight to what kind of person I'd want to be so that gives me a bit of aim and focus which I'm very grateful for. Basically seeing myself as a strong and healthy man, not putting too much effort into thoughts and more into actions, when I'm in a bad place seeing where I want to be and taking action after action with absolute conviction that I will end up there or in a better place, no self doubt.

Haven't really noticed a big difference between 12h or 16h days, maybe that after listening more than 12h straight I get a bit tired, but that can be overcome if I take a half hour break. I think that the big difference is where 16h tires you out more and the results might be more obvious later since the processing of it all would be done after I've finished AM, but that again is just a theory and I can comment on that after I'm done with the first run.

I haven't really noticed the James Bond thing kick in just yet, maybe it has, but I don't consider myself very good at observing myself recently. Regarding WM and SM, I don't quite think that I'm ready for those. I even feel like AM came too soon, on a base of rubble so it gets quite shaky at times. But it's coming together and I'm glad I got on this journey. There's still a lot of chaos going on inside, so the external things have to wait a little longer, after all the success in all areas comes from inside and at any age. Like the movie "Million dollar arm" where 2 Indian guys who had never played baseball were trained in 10 months and got signed with a major league.