All that is gold does not glitter... yet! - Mateunio's Alpha Male 6 journal

[Mystic Pymp]

Glad to hear your getting results to really show now. I know what you mean when you were talking about the outlook of the different girls at the party. The one female acquaintance i mentioned in my AM6 journal is pretty much the way you described Alice. She was a decent but not very good looking woman before University but after university she gained even more weight, got more lazy, and had a very anti male attitude afterwards. Apparently during university, she became a feminist, but not the regular type of feminist. She "really" got into it to the point of becoming almost man hating. I can only think it was because she never really got any attention from guys so she started having a lot of animosity towards them for that lack of "validation".

Also have another woman I know who got mistreated by a man in here past and decided to become a B!tch (her words not mines) because of it. Essentially she decided to become exactly that which she hated. I don't know if AM6 will change you the same way it did me but its like now I see just how self-destructive having all this neediness and validation seeking is. Its like I'm able to see more clearly now how all these traits negatively affect people around me. Its gotten to the point where people's Neediness and seeking validation genuinely confuses me because I can't relate to it anymore.

You're right about Alice. And you know what the worst part is. That I swear if she lost 30-40 kilos she'd be on those "before and after" photos and change would be incredible. She'd be 7/10 easily, even without make-up. Instead she decides to be bitter and to blame the world (men in particular I guess) for her hurt. Sometimes finding blame in oneself is very hard. It makes me glad I have this process done, or at least I hope I do. Accepting oneself in one thing, understanding one can improve without forsaking who one is is another.

About b!tches, it's a defense mechanism. I knew people (men and women alike) like that which would be harsh on others, manipulative and almost evil, but once someone was able to get under their shields they would soften up and shed the defenses. Well, that or someone swears vendetta on others and will be sorrowful like that their entire life. I don't think there is no redemption for those people however. Or they simply enjoy it, then let them have fun and live as they please.

And neediness is really funny thing indeed, I think I'll be playing "The Freud" game every party now.