All that is gold does not glitter... yet! - Mateunio's Alpha Male 6 journal

[Mystic Pymp]

its genuine concerned thinking. Real men talk about there feelings.

You're right. It's just that those feeling are the same pattern I had before and seeing it reemerge when I made good progress with LTU is such disappointing for me. 2 steps forward, 1 step back, right? Would I be happier without those "beta" thoughts? I think better question is "Would I be me without the thoughts? Who would that person be?"

I think I simply expect AM to work too fast, got too excited. Only 1 or 2 days ago would AM induced fatigue end which indicates my mind finally got used to new script, and where to the point when I'll overcome resistance and really start absorbing and act on AM's suggestions? As I said before, I must be patient. Results will come without me even noticing them, I'm sure. But until then I refuse to sit idle and wait. I want to do, fail and regret until I either stop failing or I stop regretting.