Stage 3, Day 21. Weekend was a bit special so its hard to compare progress. I've sort of lost that uber-sexy feeling I had at the start of stage 3 and even before in st. 2 - its been tuned down for maybe 2 weeks now. Now I have to dig down for it, whereas before it was on all the time. Maybe I'm just tired, though.
Anyway, I haven't noticed anything new, except there was a situation where I was out with a small group and this one woman would NOT let me go.. she's not my type, is happily married with children and overall it'd be a really bad idea for us to hookup, but she started leaning in my ear and asking me if we'd go get a drink, if we should move on to another place.. many times. "I'm going to ask you one more time: do you want to go somewhere still?" I said no several times and she got angry and left the bar for a while after that last one, lol. Eventually she pleaded so hard I agreed to go for one more drink and luckily managed to dissipate any tension by our choices of topics. It actually turned out as a nice heartfelt chat on both sides, for which I received very nice "thank you"s. And on the other night I went out, some reactions were good and some bad, but what is certain is that I definitely wouldn't have been as confident a year ago. It was a really busy night and I got rejected straight out of the bat several times, but wasn't phased at all. The interactions that actually got going went pretty well, but all ended for different reasons, mostly b/c the girls were taken and b/c it was so crowded people had virtually zero attention span. Not my type of place in that regard. Fun night overall though.
I finally remembered to check out Good looking loser and he was completely different than I though he'd be. Good stuff. Similar to RSDJulien in that he can expand your "dark side" a bit. Something like Masculine Intent, but.. well, angrier. I'll have to read more when I have some time. I'll have to switch up my gym routine soon too, so I'll see what he has to say about it.
With regards to pstec, I'll do some on the side. I'll either go through any negatively-charged memories I can find or clear something that just happened. Otherwise I'll try to take action/responsibility for it when I can. The fun side of taking responsibility is that you're ONLY responsible to yourself, so it kind of helps with stuff like screening harder for girls that are actually down for something happening. Meaning that my own permission to do so is enough, because I have a responsibility to myself to make something happen, and to not waste my time on girl who are not open to anything. Atm there's a kind of lingering hopelessness wrt to meeting interesting women, partly b/c I'm meeting so few and still screening them out pretty easily atm.
I tapped on some memories yesterday and did 2 accelerators before going to bed... felt nothing special, but it was completely impossible to get up after 8 hours of sleep, it was just NOT gonna happen. lol
Peace.
Anyway, I haven't noticed anything new, except there was a situation where I was out with a small group and this one woman would NOT let me go.. she's not my type, is happily married with children and overall it'd be a really bad idea for us to hookup, but she started leaning in my ear and asking me if we'd go get a drink, if we should move on to another place.. many times. "I'm going to ask you one more time: do you want to go somewhere still?" I said no several times and she got angry and left the bar for a while after that last one, lol. Eventually she pleaded so hard I agreed to go for one more drink and luckily managed to dissipate any tension by our choices of topics. It actually turned out as a nice heartfelt chat on both sides, for which I received very nice "thank you"s. And on the other night I went out, some reactions were good and some bad, but what is certain is that I definitely wouldn't have been as confident a year ago. It was a really busy night and I got rejected straight out of the bat several times, but wasn't phased at all. The interactions that actually got going went pretty well, but all ended for different reasons, mostly b/c the girls were taken and b/c it was so crowded people had virtually zero attention span. Not my type of place in that regard. Fun night overall though.
I finally remembered to check out Good looking loser and he was completely different than I though he'd be. Good stuff. Similar to RSDJulien in that he can expand your "dark side" a bit. Something like Masculine Intent, but.. well, angrier. I'll have to read more when I have some time. I'll have to switch up my gym routine soon too, so I'll see what he has to say about it.
With regards to pstec, I'll do some on the side. I'll either go through any negatively-charged memories I can find or clear something that just happened. Otherwise I'll try to take action/responsibility for it when I can. The fun side of taking responsibility is that you're ONLY responsible to yourself, so it kind of helps with stuff like screening harder for girls that are actually down for something happening. Meaning that my own permission to do so is enough, because I have a responsibility to myself to make something happen, and to not waste my time on girl who are not open to anything. Atm there's a kind of lingering hopelessness wrt to meeting interesting women, partly b/c I'm meeting so few and still screening them out pretty easily atm.
I tapped on some memories yesterday and did 2 accelerators before going to bed... felt nothing special, but it was completely impossible to get up after 8 hours of sleep, it was just NOT gonna happen. lol
Peace.
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