11-06-2014, 10:19 PM
Stage 6, Day 5
I must say that this stage is awesome so far. I feel like it really is pulling everything I've gotten from the other stages together and its given me this feeling of Invincibility. I would say 95% of Negative thoughts concerning myself or anything I may do in the future have ceased to exist. Also, My reactions to PTSD episodes have totally changed. Before AM6 I would feel depression or pain when I would have a PTSD episode, after stage 3 but before Stage 6 I would feel anger after a PTSD episode but it would be towards those who wronged me in the past. Now, Whenever I have one I have this "well, they had no idea who they were messing with" type attitude towards those people and dismiss the episode entirely. They also happen a lot less often now.
One other thing concerning any negativity, having to do with current circumstances, that arises is that it is swiftly dealt with through manifestation. My current problem right now is financial which I started worrying a little bit about yesterday. All of a sudden I got a call from my job today asking if I could work today since apparently they didn't have enough people. Interestingly, I ran into a person from my old job and my old Elementary P.E. teacher, who I haven't seen in 20 years, while working today. On top of working today my Manager told me that If i were to show them my discharge forms from the navy that the company I work for will give me 8 hours worth of Pay for Veteran's day. If that isn't all manifestation I don't know what is. I'm starting to notice a pattern with this. Those few times I actually get somewhat negative about a current circumstance its like I automatically manifest the right person or opportunity that takes care of it. This is definitely giving me a good amount of hope for Women magnet's manifestation once I start it next month.
While on the subject of Women magnet, I decided to contact some previous user's, namely MadtheReaper and AfzalG. I will probably go more into detail about what they said when I start my WM2 journal. Essentially, Madthereaper said that hes getting lots of compliments from different people and women are giving him the "Shiny eyes" all the time but he rarely reacts to it because his standards are so high now. He also said that his Socialization skills have gotten really good. AfzalG said that after doing both SM3 and WM2, that he prefers WM2. He said it opens up more avenues for a greater selection of Women then SM3 does. He also said that he thought the rotation of AM>WM>SM (the same I plan on doing) is the better way to rotate it in his opinion. I mainly wanted to go with that rotation because I remember the Aura's in SM3 and WM2 overwrite each other. So, in my opinion it would be better to end up with 7 Auras (SM3) instead of 2 auras (WM2) at the end of the rotation.
One last note, I'm thinking about transferring to a American university that has a campus in Japan. I'm thinking about doing it mainly because: (1) to make the last of my college years more exciting and fun and (2) I'm interested in seeing how well a man with WM2 and SM3 under his belt would do with the women over there. I have read that Japanese culture is more open about Sex than american culture so it would be more interesting to see how a man with the SM3 aura's would do over there. Maybe it would be more obvious? I'm would be glad to hear anyone's suggestions, insights, or opinions on this matter.
I must say that this stage is awesome so far. I feel like it really is pulling everything I've gotten from the other stages together and its given me this feeling of Invincibility. I would say 95% of Negative thoughts concerning myself or anything I may do in the future have ceased to exist. Also, My reactions to PTSD episodes have totally changed. Before AM6 I would feel depression or pain when I would have a PTSD episode, after stage 3 but before Stage 6 I would feel anger after a PTSD episode but it would be towards those who wronged me in the past. Now, Whenever I have one I have this "well, they had no idea who they were messing with" type attitude towards those people and dismiss the episode entirely. They also happen a lot less often now.
One other thing concerning any negativity, having to do with current circumstances, that arises is that it is swiftly dealt with through manifestation. My current problem right now is financial which I started worrying a little bit about yesterday. All of a sudden I got a call from my job today asking if I could work today since apparently they didn't have enough people. Interestingly, I ran into a person from my old job and my old Elementary P.E. teacher, who I haven't seen in 20 years, while working today. On top of working today my Manager told me that If i were to show them my discharge forms from the navy that the company I work for will give me 8 hours worth of Pay for Veteran's day. If that isn't all manifestation I don't know what is. I'm starting to notice a pattern with this. Those few times I actually get somewhat negative about a current circumstance its like I automatically manifest the right person or opportunity that takes care of it. This is definitely giving me a good amount of hope for Women magnet's manifestation once I start it next month.
While on the subject of Women magnet, I decided to contact some previous user's, namely MadtheReaper and AfzalG. I will probably go more into detail about what they said when I start my WM2 journal. Essentially, Madthereaper said that hes getting lots of compliments from different people and women are giving him the "Shiny eyes" all the time but he rarely reacts to it because his standards are so high now. He also said that his Socialization skills have gotten really good. AfzalG said that after doing both SM3 and WM2, that he prefers WM2. He said it opens up more avenues for a greater selection of Women then SM3 does. He also said that he thought the rotation of AM>WM>SM (the same I plan on doing) is the better way to rotate it in his opinion. I mainly wanted to go with that rotation because I remember the Aura's in SM3 and WM2 overwrite each other. So, in my opinion it would be better to end up with 7 Auras (SM3) instead of 2 auras (WM2) at the end of the rotation.
One last note, I'm thinking about transferring to a American university that has a campus in Japan. I'm thinking about doing it mainly because: (1) to make the last of my college years more exciting and fun and (2) I'm interested in seeing how well a man with WM2 and SM3 under his belt would do with the women over there. I have read that Japanese culture is more open about Sex than american culture so it would be more interesting to see how a man with the SM3 aura's would do over there. Maybe it would be more obvious? I'm would be glad to hear anyone's suggestions, insights, or opinions on this matter.
"I have no use of disciples. Let everyone be their own true follower" - Nietzsche