Geodude - Ha, maybe I will.. but I like the boyish feel for now, maybe after I've graduated from SM3
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lokko - That was actually almost exactly what I did, just 10 to 15 minutes later. I was going to going to heat up some tea, but she was pressing into me so I stopped that, pinned her against the kitchen counter, smelling and kissing her neck, wall, bed, ... she was on my bed, topless, while I was massaging her down there with my hand on her panties. I was moving my hand sideways under the panties when she stopped me and I felt she didn't want to go further that night. Playing continued for a good time afterwards anyway, and it was a fun night.
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Stage 3, Day 10. There are 2 girls who I've really been wanting to talk to for the last several months. I see them from time to time when I'm on break from work, or going to work. They're always either in the middle of a group of ~6 women or otherwise in "difficult" spots, and I'm a bit careful at work. Anyway, this morning I found I'd stepped out of the morning bus, all sleepy and out of it, and one of those girls was walking right behind me. So I stopped her, made her take her headphones on and tried to say something coherent.. It was reaaally awkward and I was stammering and whatnot, but it actually went well! Wow. She was saying she's sorry she's a bit out of it now b/c she had to hurry (I was in a hurry myself). I expected her to not open up to me for some reason, but it was all eyes open, facing me and "yeah, so my number is...", sounding like she was into it. I asked her out later, but she sent me this long list of stuff she needs to do this weekend and suggested we go out next week instead. Ok, we'll see how it goes.
The girl from the day before (girl #2) came for a 2nd date today. Absolutely no resistance, she basically came over to have sex. Overall the date was more fun the first time though, because it just had more energy to it somehow. My performance wasn't too short, but it was a bit too limp. I guess I was holding onto some slight anxiety about the 1st time being too quick before it actually happened, and also I've had a wet half-boner for a few days straight thinking about her so I guess its just been a bit too much. She had to go before round 2, but yeah.
Right now I'm leaning towards WM2 after SM3. It was definitely the right choice to do SM first, and I love it, but WM is probably more my style in the long-term. I mean, I can't meet, fall in love with and start having sex with 2 girls per week, every week... I'd have to drop them at the same rate and that's not what I want long-term. I guess I'd like to date 2-3 quality women + flirt around and WM is probably a better fit for that (after this SM sexual enlightenment). Hate to lose OGSF and OE though :/
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lokko - That was actually almost exactly what I did, just 10 to 15 minutes later. I was going to going to heat up some tea, but she was pressing into me so I stopped that, pinned her against the kitchen counter, smelling and kissing her neck, wall, bed, ... she was on my bed, topless, while I was massaging her down there with my hand on her panties. I was moving my hand sideways under the panties when she stopped me and I felt she didn't want to go further that night. Playing continued for a good time afterwards anyway, and it was a fun night.
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Stage 3, Day 10. There are 2 girls who I've really been wanting to talk to for the last several months. I see them from time to time when I'm on break from work, or going to work. They're always either in the middle of a group of ~6 women or otherwise in "difficult" spots, and I'm a bit careful at work. Anyway, this morning I found I'd stepped out of the morning bus, all sleepy and out of it, and one of those girls was walking right behind me. So I stopped her, made her take her headphones on and tried to say something coherent.. It was reaaally awkward and I was stammering and whatnot, but it actually went well! Wow. She was saying she's sorry she's a bit out of it now b/c she had to hurry (I was in a hurry myself). I expected her to not open up to me for some reason, but it was all eyes open, facing me and "yeah, so my number is...", sounding like she was into it. I asked her out later, but she sent me this long list of stuff she needs to do this weekend and suggested we go out next week instead. Ok, we'll see how it goes.
The girl from the day before (girl #2) came for a 2nd date today. Absolutely no resistance, she basically came over to have sex. Overall the date was more fun the first time though, because it just had more energy to it somehow. My performance wasn't too short, but it was a bit too limp. I guess I was holding onto some slight anxiety about the 1st time being too quick before it actually happened, and also I've had a wet half-boner for a few days straight thinking about her so I guess its just been a bit too much. She had to go before round 2, but yeah.
Right now I'm leaning towards WM2 after SM3. It was definitely the right choice to do SM first, and I love it, but WM is probably more my style in the long-term. I mean, I can't meet, fall in love with and start having sex with 2 girls per week, every week... I'd have to drop them at the same rate and that's not what I want long-term. I guess I'd like to date 2-3 quality women + flirt around and WM is probably a better fit for that (after this SM sexual enlightenment). Hate to lose OGSF and OE though :/
Thoughts, opinions and beliefs subject to change without prior notice.
