10-13-2014, 10:42 PM
Stage 5, Day 13
If I had to use 1 word to describe these last 2 days it would be "Awesome". I don't know what it was but it seems since my last post that my Self-confidence and Self-worth have gone through the roof. If I try to think of anything negative about myself I either can hold the thought for only a few seconds or (most often) my mind automatically thinks of something positive about myself instead. When I think about it given my current financial crisis the old me would have been living in fear and worry the entire time. The new me has this Self-assurance, confidence, and knowing that everything will work out for my best. Its like I now recognize many of my problems as not real problems but little annoyances on my path to greatness.
I believe my new found aristocratic mindset and self-confidence have had some influence on my manifestation skills too. I applied for another 2 jobs last week while I wait for the reply from the last place I interviewed for. My whole mindset after I applied were, "I'm a awesome worker, they should be glad to have me. They will be calling soon since i'm that great". I admit too that my mindset for the job I had previously interviewed for had been, "Why wouldn't they want to hire me right away? Well, I'm not going wait for them to realize that they have a great potential worker". All these mindsets are high up there ego wise but they might have done something manifestation wise. Within the span of two days I received calls back from both jobs asking for interviews(which is rare in my area).
I had one interview today, for the job I really wanted, and as I walked to the interview I had zero fear, I only had positive thoughts. I kept on thinking about how I was going to be offered the job on the spot after they realized how "awesome" I am. Needless to say, I was offered the job right on the spot and am going back in tomorrow to sign all the needed paper work.
I've also come to the realization that I might have a idea as to why I developed this Aristocratic type mindset and confidence in the first place. The sub was the catalyst but I think I might have found something else going on. I will write further about that tomorrow, but first need to get some sleep!
If I had to use 1 word to describe these last 2 days it would be "Awesome". I don't know what it was but it seems since my last post that my Self-confidence and Self-worth have gone through the roof. If I try to think of anything negative about myself I either can hold the thought for only a few seconds or (most often) my mind automatically thinks of something positive about myself instead. When I think about it given my current financial crisis the old me would have been living in fear and worry the entire time. The new me has this Self-assurance, confidence, and knowing that everything will work out for my best. Its like I now recognize many of my problems as not real problems but little annoyances on my path to greatness.
I believe my new found aristocratic mindset and self-confidence have had some influence on my manifestation skills too. I applied for another 2 jobs last week while I wait for the reply from the last place I interviewed for. My whole mindset after I applied were, "I'm a awesome worker, they should be glad to have me. They will be calling soon since i'm that great". I admit too that my mindset for the job I had previously interviewed for had been, "Why wouldn't they want to hire me right away? Well, I'm not going wait for them to realize that they have a great potential worker". All these mindsets are high up there ego wise but they might have done something manifestation wise. Within the span of two days I received calls back from both jobs asking for interviews(which is rare in my area).
I had one interview today, for the job I really wanted, and as I walked to the interview I had zero fear, I only had positive thoughts. I kept on thinking about how I was going to be offered the job on the spot after they realized how "awesome" I am. Needless to say, I was offered the job right on the spot and am going back in tomorrow to sign all the needed paper work.
I've also come to the realization that I might have a idea as to why I developed this Aristocratic type mindset and confidence in the first place. The sub was the catalyst but I think I might have found something else going on. I will write further about that tomorrow, but first need to get some sleep!
"I have no use of disciples. Let everyone be their own true follower" - Nietzsche
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