10-11-2014, 04:25 PM
Ricardo- I'm hoping that by doing WM2 It will destroy my Social anxiety and therefore get rid of my PTSD symptoms related to it. One thing I'm looking forward to is if it will give me that smooth, Tony Stark type persona that I want. The women it will bring into my life is just icing on the cake. As for the SM3 lifestyle, I am partly in the same boat as you. I have the feeling that since I lack the social skills, without WM, I probably would get lackluster results. I remember a thread on here of someone who was also a INTP ,like myself, who despised having idle chit chat and small talk. Because of this, his lack of social skills, he didn't very good results with SM. He could attract the women but couldn't really talk to them.
As for if I would be ready for a SM life style, that's part of it but Its more so if I even want it anymore to begin with. Its amazing, before AM6, I would say I was constantly needy and thinking about sex, even to the point of being obsessive i would think. Now, Neediness is dead and even though the sex drive is still there I could care less about it. I've become more of a man on a mission and anything that's pleasurable that doesn't help with that mission is nothing more than a extra-curricular activity that I can indulge in occasionally but other than that is nothing really important.On top of that, I've noticed with the more successful SM journals that the men in the end realized that the sex wasn't really what they wanted in the end. I will do it eventually for the self-development, Auras, and Superman in the bedroom aspect but for now I'm lean towards it not being a High priority over the next year.
Matter of fact, after reading your post about your plans and thinking about it some more. I think I'm going to do a WM2>AYPW>AYPFWRL after I complete AM6.
As for if I would be ready for a SM life style, that's part of it but Its more so if I even want it anymore to begin with. Its amazing, before AM6, I would say I was constantly needy and thinking about sex, even to the point of being obsessive i would think. Now, Neediness is dead and even though the sex drive is still there I could care less about it. I've become more of a man on a mission and anything that's pleasurable that doesn't help with that mission is nothing more than a extra-curricular activity that I can indulge in occasionally but other than that is nothing really important.On top of that, I've noticed with the more successful SM journals that the men in the end realized that the sex wasn't really what they wanted in the end. I will do it eventually for the self-development, Auras, and Superman in the bedroom aspect but for now I'm lean towards it not being a High priority over the next year.
Matter of fact, after reading your post about your plans and thinking about it some more. I think I'm going to do a WM2>AYPW>AYPFWRL after I complete AM6.
"I have no use of disciples. Let everyone be their own true follower" - Nietzsche