Okay, so today I feel very challenged by my urge to drink. It's Friday and there's ice cold beer in the fridge, people seem to be having a great time chilling and drinking beer, I can't be on the same level as they are and thus want to grab a few cold ones to feel relaxed and forget all the worries. Only 2/3 beers would help my mood to reach better levels.
I won't give in now, but the constant challenging moods and thoughts, I just want to hide and run from them so bad. The feeling of drinking and when the negative emotions and thoughts get numbed to a point when I feel like slowly falling into a nice cloud. There's definitely an emotional connection to the thought of drinking in my head. I just want the power to make myself let go and chill without alcohol, AM6 your turn!
I won't give in now, but the constant challenging moods and thoughts, I just want to hide and run from them so bad. The feeling of drinking and when the negative emotions and thoughts get numbed to a point when I feel like slowly falling into a nice cloud. There's definitely an emotional connection to the thought of drinking in my head. I just want the power to make myself let go and chill without alcohol, AM6 your turn!
INFP-T
"If you dont work on shedding your emotional and spiritual baggage and egoic nature, then you are still a dead weight in society.. offering nothing.." - Anonymous
"If you dont work on shedding your emotional and spiritual baggage and egoic nature, then you are still a dead weight in society.. offering nothing.." - Anonymous
