09-13-2014, 01:59 AM
Stage 2 Day 18
So far this seems to be a stabilising of my changes in Stage 1:
Very self confident and positive image of myself and much more sociable and a feeling of elevation above everyone else...I am the MAN!
The only downside so far are mood swings. These seem to be increasing and when I'm
feeling good I'm feeling really good, but then just as easily I can feel moody and
depressed with everything including the subs. I've also had an increase in fatigue
which stopped me doing my muscle building exercises. I managed to overcome that and
the fatigue has eased off a lot since. The mood swings are sometimes quite rapid
though and for instance I can be feeling great, then I can be feeling moody and
jealous, then I can feel all forgiving and benevolent despite just hating the
person a minute ago! Predominantly though I'm feeling great.
I've also noticed a big reduction in my fear levels. Before starting AM I would
struggle to go anywhere new or do anything different and was easily intimidated by
people. Now I can stare them out, argue my case, call people over and be very
domineering if I have to.
Amazingly the nofap has lasted and I'm nearly 3 weeks without a tug! The last time
that happened was 1978 so that's quite an achievement
Although I do feel very hot and horny around women the urge to fap is greatly
reduced but I do miss the orgasm and tension release of a good ol tug so maybe in time I will succumb
So far this seems to be a stabilising of my changes in Stage 1:
Very self confident and positive image of myself and much more sociable and a feeling of elevation above everyone else...I am the MAN!
The only downside so far are mood swings. These seem to be increasing and when I'm
feeling good I'm feeling really good, but then just as easily I can feel moody and
depressed with everything including the subs. I've also had an increase in fatigue
which stopped me doing my muscle building exercises. I managed to overcome that and
the fatigue has eased off a lot since. The mood swings are sometimes quite rapid
though and for instance I can be feeling great, then I can be feeling moody and
jealous, then I can feel all forgiving and benevolent despite just hating the
person a minute ago! Predominantly though I'm feeling great.
I've also noticed a big reduction in my fear levels. Before starting AM I would
struggle to go anywhere new or do anything different and was easily intimidated by
people. Now I can stare them out, argue my case, call people over and be very
domineering if I have to.
Amazingly the nofap has lasted and I'm nearly 3 weeks without a tug! The last time
that happened was 1978 so that's quite an achievement
Although I do feel very hot and horny around women the urge to fap is greatly
reduced but I do miss the orgasm and tension release of a good ol tug so maybe in time I will succumb
