09-09-2014, 11:34 AM
Haha, thanks adam I guess.
Day 22: I have caught up on my missed day, did 2 days of 16 hours instead of 1 day of 20h (my normal usage is 12h +2h to make up for another day that I did only 10h).
Starting to feel better again all around and have stopped on focusing too much on one specific area in my life to improve on. Rather trying to stay focused and aware on all times. I have this quote I came up with and like to repeat it to myself sometimes: "If you connect with life, you get so much more out of it".
I came to it after I saw from a movie a teacher tell the student to not focus on how perfectly they should bring on a sound, but instead try to connect to the music and instrument. And it makes so much sense. I've always tried to focus on doing one thing perfectly to have a better outcome and get so frustrated all the time over it. When I did have an inhuman outcome, I didn't know how to explain it or repeat it. It now seems so easy and clear.
This post might seem confusing, and I don't know how to explain it, but the general idea is there. It helps a lot with self development too, if you focus too closely on a problem within a certain area like relationships, then you can miss out on the whole and make so many mistakes with things you DON'T focus on that you don't understand where you went wrong trying to hard to focus on the single little aspect of it and by accident leave everything else without attention.
Confusing, I know
Day 22: I have caught up on my missed day, did 2 days of 16 hours instead of 1 day of 20h (my normal usage is 12h +2h to make up for another day that I did only 10h).
Starting to feel better again all around and have stopped on focusing too much on one specific area in my life to improve on. Rather trying to stay focused and aware on all times. I have this quote I came up with and like to repeat it to myself sometimes: "If you connect with life, you get so much more out of it".
I came to it after I saw from a movie a teacher tell the student to not focus on how perfectly they should bring on a sound, but instead try to connect to the music and instrument. And it makes so much sense. I've always tried to focus on doing one thing perfectly to have a better outcome and get so frustrated all the time over it. When I did have an inhuman outcome, I didn't know how to explain it or repeat it. It now seems so easy and clear.
This post might seem confusing, and I don't know how to explain it, but the general idea is there. It helps a lot with self development too, if you focus too closely on a problem within a certain area like relationships, then you can miss out on the whole and make so many mistakes with things you DON'T focus on that you don't understand where you went wrong trying to hard to focus on the single little aspect of it and by accident leave everything else without attention.
Confusing, I know
INFP-T
"If you dont work on shedding your emotional and spiritual baggage and egoic nature, then you are still a dead weight in society.. offering nothing.." - Anonymous
"If you dont work on shedding your emotional and spiritual baggage and egoic nature, then you are still a dead weight in society.. offering nothing.." - Anonymous
