09-09-2014, 10:16 AM
Thanks for your input Shannon. The reasons for the stares sound right. I'm obviously giving off some perceived threat subconsciously because these are threatening stares from strangers not casual glances. Even walking along the street I get a look like they want to punch me. But not all the time so no i'm 'not there' yet.
I wouldn't expect to 'be there' yet after only a stage or 2 but the changes for me have been quite profound. I was a mental wreck, very angry, jealous and bitter always believing that everything was against me and bad things only happen to me blah blah, but the sub has just melted most of it away to the point where I can't believe I carried such mental baggage in the first place.
Looking forward to the remaining stages!
I wouldn't expect to 'be there' yet after only a stage or 2 but the changes for me have been quite profound. I was a mental wreck, very angry, jealous and bitter always believing that everything was against me and bad things only happen to me blah blah, but the sub has just melted most of it away to the point where I can't believe I carried such mental baggage in the first place.
Looking forward to the remaining stages!
