09-09-2014, 08:21 AM
You're very responsive, and that's a good thing. You're also seeing what happens when you drag someone to their feet and beef them up quickly: there's some turbulence, and you have resistance sometimes. It's a testament to how powerful the program (and SlipStream) really are that you are only experiencing these resistances every so often, and only for a little while. In the beginning of AM, back in Version 1-2-3, it was really rough. I went through weeks and months of it at a time sometimes. I wish I was able to have simply purchased V6 instead of having to develop it.
The threatening stares by strangers, by the way? That's happening because you're displaying two things that upset them. First, you're displaying some traits that are very alpha. AM6 is designed to produce Transcendent Alpha, remember. The Transcendent Alpha is threatening to all the non-Transcendent Alphas because he does not conform to their power structure, or follow, or fall into line and has no need to challenge and perform the typical chest beating routine to assert his dominance. So he basically is just walking past the line of guys all trying to be alpha, all challenging eachother for position in line, and walking to and past the guy at the head of the line. That's very upsetting for those guys because it's behavior that calls into question their real level of dominance, power, alphaness and control. You don't even see that you're doing it yet, because it's in your attitude and body language.
The second thing I'd bet you're doing is displaying contradictory signals. You're not "there" yet, so the TA signals are there, but not consistent. This will really piss off the "Alphas" because they are being challenged (in their minds) by a guy who doesn't even know he's doing it, and isn't "really" alpha.
In most cases I encounter after having become more solid in my alphaness, these guys are not threatened by me so much anymore because I am consistent, and because I could not give a flying rat's patoot about challenging their social ranking as it is. Do. Not. Care. I'm just there to observe and enjoy, and when they see that, they tend to calm down and carry about their business. Occasionally a more evolved one will start befriending me, trying to figure me out.
Enjoying your journal. :-)
The threatening stares by strangers, by the way? That's happening because you're displaying two things that upset them. First, you're displaying some traits that are very alpha. AM6 is designed to produce Transcendent Alpha, remember. The Transcendent Alpha is threatening to all the non-Transcendent Alphas because he does not conform to their power structure, or follow, or fall into line and has no need to challenge and perform the typical chest beating routine to assert his dominance. So he basically is just walking past the line of guys all trying to be alpha, all challenging eachother for position in line, and walking to and past the guy at the head of the line. That's very upsetting for those guys because it's behavior that calls into question their real level of dominance, power, alphaness and control. You don't even see that you're doing it yet, because it's in your attitude and body language.
The second thing I'd bet you're doing is displaying contradictory signals. You're not "there" yet, so the TA signals are there, but not consistent. This will really piss off the "Alphas" because they are being challenged (in their minds) by a guy who doesn't even know he's doing it, and isn't "really" alpha.
In most cases I encounter after having become more solid in my alphaness, these guys are not threatened by me so much anymore because I am consistent, and because I could not give a flying rat's patoot about challenging their social ranking as it is. Do. Not. Care. I'm just there to observe and enjoy, and when they see that, they tend to calm down and carry about their business. Occasionally a more evolved one will start befriending me, trying to figure me out.
Enjoying your journal. :-)
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The scientist has a question to find an answer for. The pseudo-scientist has an answer to find a question for. ~ "Failure is the path of least persistence." - Chinese Fortune Cookie ~ Logic left. Emotion right. But thinking, straight ahead. ~ Sperate supra omnia in valorem. (The value of trust is above all else.) ~ Meowsomeness!
The scientist has a question to find an answer for. The pseudo-scientist has an answer to find a question for. ~ "Failure is the path of least persistence." - Chinese Fortune Cookie ~ Logic left. Emotion right. But thinking, straight ahead. ~ Sperate supra omnia in valorem. (The value of trust is above all else.) ~ Meowsomeness!
