09-07-2014, 04:46 PM
(This post was last modified: 09-07-2014, 04:47 PM by Why So Serious?.)
Day 61
I woke up feeling really angry with myself about the situation I am in. I feel like something is going to give. Even with me out of transportation I should still have been able to go out or at least talk on the phone. I should be enjoying every minute of my life but I keep putting it hold for some reason I don't know. Fear maybe?
Also I started the special meditation set yesterday. After I did a session I just wanted to break the tv, computer screen anything that was a waste of time. I was just so upset that I and anyone could waste there time in front of these things is insane. I wanted to cry and scream.
The session did bring up other stuff I'm just not sure if it will be good to post it here
I think I'll make a separate journal about the meditation set. I'm still debating on whether it will be a good idea or not.
I woke up feeling really angry with myself about the situation I am in. I feel like something is going to give. Even with me out of transportation I should still have been able to go out or at least talk on the phone. I should be enjoying every minute of my life but I keep putting it hold for some reason I don't know. Fear maybe?
Also I started the special meditation set yesterday. After I did a session I just wanted to break the tv, computer screen anything that was a waste of time. I was just so upset that I and anyone could waste there time in front of these things is insane. I wanted to cry and scream.
The session did bring up other stuff I'm just not sure if it will be good to post it here I think I'll make a separate journal about the meditation set. I'm still debating on whether it will be a good idea or not.
