My Emotional Healing Journey

[Why So Serious?]

My text is ugly now? Tongue Okay I'll stop and once again you make an interesting point.

Hahaha I nearly spat out my coffee laughing at that.

The feelings of wanting to give up and use another program, of feeling like you have regressed etc is a good sign it's working. Your mind is like "oh shit you found something that is working and i'm uncomfortable so i'm going to convince you it isn't working so you stop and go back to your comfort zone".

I can say this so easily and comfortably observing it in somebody else, but in myself even after all this time and knowing about it.. my mind is still clever enough to convince me at times. It's a pretty interesting mechanism, i've noticed that for me initially it might be more intense emotions and when my mind realizes 'oh that isn't stopping him' then it will be something more subtle but more effective like 'oh i'm bored.. oh it isn't working' etc.

-Ben

Glad I can make you laugh.

I'm also glad that everything is still working.For a moment I really was going to give it all up. I still feel like doing that unfortunately. How long is this going to last?

My subconscious needs to suck it up and give up because I'm still going to listen to this