Thanks Ben
ASC was 32 days roughly 16h per day, EPRHA was 40 days roughly 15h per day. Both were good but didn't cover enough of what I wanted to so I could make the most of my time on subs. I guess ASC was more of a fun ride, even with the constant anger surfacing. EPRHA was quite the challenge and definitely had a lot more to provide me, but well when I first started I kind of expected to do around 30 days before going to AM6. Oh yeah and thanks for the spreadsheet, will be using it!
Day 1: A lot of dreams, and some of them surfaced a lot of fear. I was actually afraid of the dark for a moment while sleeping and when I opened my eyes I saw some religious symbols for a brief moment just hanging there in front of my eyes. A lot of religious guilt and fear came up too, like if I won't continue doing what I learned from my religious teachings I will die etc.
And then a dream where I was in some sort of a music hall with a lot of people and was trying to look/feel Alpha. A lot of people were saying "omg wow look at him, so gorgeous", even some dude in the end. Girls were trying to chat me up like crazy, but something always seemed to be blocking me from a certain point onwards and at the end someone said look at the way he's walking weirdly, like I was caught trying to look confident. It's like i was trying to look feel Alpha, but knew I was faking it and felt rather insecure.
I read the instructions yesterday and the part that said that being afraid to loose control can become resistance during the program. When I woke up I felt that I don't want to lose control over myself with these subs.
EDIT: Is the ultrasonic more effective than the trickling tracks? Curious if I should try
(08-17-2014, 11:46 PM)maniac360 Wrote: How much time did you listen to Ephra and ASC?
Good luck with AM6.
ASC was 32 days roughly 16h per day, EPRHA was 40 days roughly 15h per day. Both were good but didn't cover enough of what I wanted to so I could make the most of my time on subs. I guess ASC was more of a fun ride, even with the constant anger surfacing. EPRHA was quite the challenge and definitely had a lot more to provide me, but well when I first started I kind of expected to do around 30 days before going to AM6. Oh yeah and thanks for the spreadsheet, will be using it!
Day 1: A lot of dreams, and some of them surfaced a lot of fear. I was actually afraid of the dark for a moment while sleeping and when I opened my eyes I saw some religious symbols for a brief moment just hanging there in front of my eyes. A lot of religious guilt and fear came up too, like if I won't continue doing what I learned from my religious teachings I will die etc.
And then a dream where I was in some sort of a music hall with a lot of people and was trying to look/feel Alpha. A lot of people were saying "omg wow look at him, so gorgeous", even some dude in the end. Girls were trying to chat me up like crazy, but something always seemed to be blocking me from a certain point onwards and at the end someone said look at the way he's walking weirdly, like I was caught trying to look confident. It's like i was trying to look feel Alpha, but knew I was faking it and felt rather insecure.
I read the instructions yesterday and the part that said that being afraid to loose control can become resistance during the program. When I woke up I felt that I don't want to lose control over myself with these subs.
EDIT: Is the ultrasonic more effective than the trickling tracks? Curious if I should try
INFP-T
"If you dont work on shedding your emotional and spiritual baggage and egoic nature, then you are still a dead weight in society.. offering nothing.." - Anonymous
"If you dont work on shedding your emotional and spiritual baggage and egoic nature, then you are still a dead weight in society.. offering nothing.." - Anonymous
