08-17-2014, 04:53 PM
(08-16-2014, 04:27 PM)Benjamin Wrote: Hahaha I have no idea... because you're only text right now.
Interesting people looking at you like you're some kind of threat, may be that you are becoming stronger internally and that's a threat to them because they are missing that.
-Ben
My text is ugly now?
Okay I'll stop and once again you make an interesting point. Day 41
It's getting kind of rough. For the last couple of days I have wanted to give up listening to sub and move to other subs like Life Tune Up and Alpha Female. I think it's just resistance and will continue listening.
Lately I feel like I'm being too self-centered. Well, might as well say selfish. I haven't done anything but think about myself and have put others needs second unless I think it is worth looking into. I'm more focused on getting my own stuff together. I just feel like I should care about what's going on with family and friends. Not feel like I don't have a heart or soul. This feeling is annoying. :@ I just don't know what to do right now.
I feel like I'm changing into a completely different person. I first I was on board but now I'm not to sure. I want to be more social and have fun. That is something I thought I wouldn't want to do but I guess that is changing.
As I said earlier I have no clue what is going on right now. I'm confused but will keep listening. Let's see where this leads.
P.S. I hope what I said makes sense. I am really emotional right now
