08-12-2014, 04:37 PM
(08-01-2014, 04:04 AM)Benjamin Wrote: Nice, it sounds like feeling like you are beautiful in the mirror is a part of the emotional healing and learning to get validation from yourself. That's an awesome result.
-Ben
Thanks Ben! I didn't get that when I first read your comment but now I get it.
Day 36
A month has passed since listening to the sub and the results I got are pretty good so far. It wasn't quite what I was expecting but I'm not complaining I do like what I'm seeing.
One of the things I have noticed is that I don't spend any time thinking about the past.
I still remember stuff from the past but it really doesn't effect me now. All of those bad decisions and things that happened don't effect what is happening right now. I thought it was impossible to let go or that everyone was lying about it but now I know it is possible.I'm getting compliments about how beautiful I look and I swear I haven't done anything differently.
I went to a party and actually had fun socializing. After a few drinks of course but it was still pretty fun.
It's kind of weird though the last couple of nights I have been going to bed with a disgusted feeling. It happened later on today at work as well. I just wanted to scream and cry for some reason. It's just unfortunate I can't figure out why at the moment.
I can't wait to see what else is in store for me as I continue listening.
