08-01-2014, 03:14 AM
Day 27
I'm going to have to add a couple more days of listening since I missed some days. On accident of course.
I'm starting to become more honest with myself and I know that I can't stand my job. There have been a few issues there that make me upset. The people I work with make it interesting but it isn't enough. It's time time to move on.
I don't know if this has anything to do with the Emotional Healing part, but lately I have been looking in the mirror trying to figure out who this beautiful person is staring back at me. I know it sounds well....... dumb but for the first time ever I think I'm beautiful. It's like who is this person and where have you been hiding.
Never thought that would happen. (I don't mean it a conceited way.) It's kind of hard to explain without sounding like I'm full of myself.
Still feeling centered. It gets stronger as time passes.
Giving family members a little a peak of what is going on in my head. For some odd reason I have always been really secretive. That probably has something to do with rejection. It could some other issues as well. I'll figure it out in the future.
A few days ago I made a decision that was based on emotion that I kind of regret. I'm still debating on whether I want to change it though considering that this is something that I need to do anyway. I just feel that it can go horribly wrong but this may be the push I need to get started.
I'm going to have to add a couple more days of listening since I missed some days. On accident of course.
I'm starting to become more honest with myself and I know that I can't stand my job. There have been a few issues there that make me upset. The people I work with make it interesting but it isn't enough. It's time time to move on.
I don't know if this has anything to do with the Emotional Healing part, but lately I have been looking in the mirror trying to figure out who this beautiful person is staring back at me. I know it sounds well....... dumb but for the first time ever I think I'm beautiful. It's like who is this person and where have you been hiding.
Never thought that would happen. (I don't mean it a conceited way.) It's kind of hard to explain without sounding like I'm full of myself. Still feeling centered. It gets stronger as time passes.
Giving family members a little a peak of what is going on in my head. For some odd reason I have always been really secretive. That probably has something to do with rejection. It could some other issues as well. I'll figure it out in the future.
A few days ago I made a decision that was based on emotion that I kind of regret. I'm still debating on whether I want to change it though considering that this is something that I need to do anyway. I just feel that it can go horribly wrong but this may be the push I need to get started.
