All I can say is is that I'm doing some brainstorming. Taking initiative on some projects but am also open to a couple of opportunities that could manifest much further down the road.
My focus is mostly on my own self growth right now. With a higher vibtration (as geodude mentioned in his journal) more opportunities will show up. I will take action if necessary.
Stage 10 has been a bitch for me. I've felt like dieing a few times. Been really angry and very sad. The anger and sadness usually last for a few minutes then I just laugh it off. The feeling of dying lasts for just moments. I love it though because I know something seriously deep within me is being brought up. I have everything necessary to overcome these demons. Taking action is becoming easier but I am still taking my slow steady pace. I guess I could get used to it but I notice I'm becoming slightly depressed in not pushing forward faster which I'm going to start doing. I'm visualizing like crazy and trying to be sociable with others as much as I feel I need to be. I'm still very closed off though. Some victim mentality shit still left.
I'm just ready to move and get out of here. I'll miss my old friends but it's time to close out this chapter of my life.
My focus is mostly on my own self growth right now. With a higher vibtration (as geodude mentioned in his journal) more opportunities will show up. I will take action if necessary.
Stage 10 has been a bitch for me. I've felt like dieing a few times. Been really angry and very sad. The anger and sadness usually last for a few minutes then I just laugh it off. The feeling of dying lasts for just moments. I love it though because I know something seriously deep within me is being brought up. I have everything necessary to overcome these demons. Taking action is becoming easier but I am still taking my slow steady pace. I guess I could get used to it but I notice I'm becoming slightly depressed in not pushing forward faster which I'm going to start doing. I'm visualizing like crazy and trying to be sociable with others as much as I feel I need to be. I'm still very closed off though. Some victim mentality shit still left.
I'm just ready to move and get out of here. I'll miss my old friends but it's time to close out this chapter of my life.
"To love completely and hold onto nothing-that is the only freedom." -David Deida
"If at first glance it may appear too hard, look again. Always look again." - Unknown
If you would like to get in touch with me, please send me an email.
"If at first glance it may appear too hard, look again. Always look again." - Unknown
If you would like to get in touch with me, please send me an email.
