11-03-2013, 07:30 PM
The growth never stops. Things have been confusing lately.. I've been falling into old patterns but I've also experienced new sensations and way of being. At times I want to just cry and give up, but I also want to be self sufficient and independent. The lazy bug only hits me for a little while until I snap back out of it. I surprised myself today by taking things further in a new software I'm learning, Adobe Illustrator, and also taking things as slow as possible. I have to utilize different types of knowledge.. from knowing lighting and going with my imagination and just testing things out not worrying about wasting time. It's not wasted time.. I'm learning. All this got much easier when I accepted the fact I was going to die. All I can do is keep going no matter what. I'm in this life to make it my own.. not someone else's. Truth be told I feel like I am living someone else's life. Whatever. I just gotta bite the bullet and stop feeling like I want to rip off every low awareness person's head. Hah.. I'm going to keep going and be me.
"To love completely and hold onto nothing-that is the only freedom." -David Deida
"If at first glance it may appear too hard, look again. Always look again." - Unknown
If you would like to get in touch with me, please send me an email.
"If at first glance it may appear too hard, look again. Always look again." - Unknown
If you would like to get in touch with me, please send me an email.
