Custom Subliminals Journal

[K-Train]

Thank you Shannon and Spiral so much for the support. Unfortunately due to my not "pulling the trigger" I'm pretty much friendzoned and I can't really keep waiting around "hoping" she'll give me another shot. It is what it is now. It sucks how it happened because I essentially did everything right up until that part. It is incredibly frustrating for me because it's just another case of me getting in my own way. Whether it's with procrastination or in this case with over thinking a situation. I think there's an internal trigger that causes me to either lose interest or freeze up when I've had "enough" success. Here's a perfect example, I'll play a game for weeks trying to get good, but once I start making good progress I stop. With women, it's the same thing. I'll talk, get their number, but once I've progressed to a certain point I either lose interest or don't do anything. It's been like this for the past year or so. Strange shit to say the least.

And,Spiral, I actually did exactly what you talked about and really started considering what I wanted out of life. The problem is...I'd like everything lol. Nah just kidding but I do think perhaps when Shannon opens customs orders up I'll order a full custom designed around these specific is with my voice recorded in it. I've got a good idea what I want already. It'll probably be a combo of a couple subs but I'll add some of my own ideas. That's if I have the money of course.