I'm liking stage 6. I actually wish I could do another month of it. I could have made a decision tonight that would allow me to grow further into self actualization but I became a victim of my outworldly perceived circumstance. Fortunately I handled it fine and didn't beat myself up (which is a huge change). I told myself "Yea, Ryan next time maybe pause and take a minute to take a deep breath and go do what you should have done." I know the word should has guilty connotations attached to it and maybe I need to stop using the word completely, but it reinforced in me that nothing I want will come to me.. especially a woman. I have to go and push things along a little further.
With all that aside I KNOW now that I HAVE to become a Multi Millionaire. Maybe a multi Billionaire. I may be good to go though with about 100 Million Dollars. And no I don't think I'm being selfish at all. I also just came to the realization today that the world does NEED me. What I would do with 100 Million dollars is more selfless than most people (99.9%) of ppl would be willing to be. I'd say that's how I am now adays... It's funny too because I thought that used to be the wrong thing to do since no body I grew up with was selfless. I became torn between 2 types of people and I guess you could say I was schizophrenic. I am becoming one with myself now, though.
It feels good to realize that you are supposed to be great! And it was like that all along. And if you aren't great you are doing not only yourself a disservice but your entire family, friends and community also.
Hehe... I'm pretty chill now and need to get some rest.. tomorrow I shall be even greater than I was today.
With all that aside I KNOW now that I HAVE to become a Multi Millionaire. Maybe a multi Billionaire. I may be good to go though with about 100 Million Dollars. And no I don't think I'm being selfish at all. I also just came to the realization today that the world does NEED me. What I would do with 100 Million dollars is more selfless than most people (99.9%) of ppl would be willing to be. I'd say that's how I am now adays... It's funny too because I thought that used to be the wrong thing to do since no body I grew up with was selfless. I became torn between 2 types of people and I guess you could say I was schizophrenic. I am becoming one with myself now, though.
It feels good to realize that you are supposed to be great! And it was like that all along. And if you aren't great you are doing not only yourself a disservice but your entire family, friends and community also.
Hehe... I'm pretty chill now and need to get some rest.. tomorrow I shall be even greater than I was today.
"To love completely and hold onto nothing-that is the only freedom." -David Deida
"If at first glance it may appear too hard, look again. Always look again." - Unknown
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"If at first glance it may appear too hard, look again. Always look again." - Unknown
If you would like to get in touch with me, please send me an email.
