BAMM is freakin' sneaky... and I surprise myself. You know, Andrew mentioned his ups and downs.. and personally from what I read of his posts I can't really see how someone like him could have ups and downs haha... he seems like someone who's all ups, but of course life is like a huge body of water to explore and everyone get's caught under a wave at times. That's all it is... sometimes there are storms and sometimes there are waves.. sometimes there are calm waters and bright sunny days. Life's very unpredictable but that doesn't mean to be afraid. There are sometimes big waves that can crash down on you and suffocate you.. but the bigger waves don't crash down and form fast like smaller waves. There's always different directions in life that you can take. All you have to do is choose. You can go the safe route, you can go the more exciting route, or you can head down the path that screams danger! (and for the sake of this post I'm assuming bigger waves take longer to form and crash than smaller waves; I'm not trying to be super scientific)
Stage 6 so far has been quite subtle but I've had lots of dreams relating to women and socialization. They've all ended on good points. As some of the veterans know here my biggest issues in the past were getting along with people and women in general. It was impossible for me to go out and find potential friends and let alone decide the ones I'd want to be friends with. But going to dance classes has changed everything and these changes will bleed over into the rest of my life. I'm body building now which is forcing me to pay very close attention to how I manage my time throughout the day. And I have a feeling that that's going to become a much more serious matter fairly soon when every single second of my day will be filled with all sorts of different activities. I'm out
Stage 6 so far has been quite subtle but I've had lots of dreams relating to women and socialization. They've all ended on good points. As some of the veterans know here my biggest issues in the past were getting along with people and women in general. It was impossible for me to go out and find potential friends and let alone decide the ones I'd want to be friends with. But going to dance classes has changed everything and these changes will bleed over into the rest of my life. I'm body building now which is forcing me to pay very close attention to how I manage my time throughout the day. And I have a feeling that that's going to become a much more serious matter fairly soon when every single second of my day will be filled with all sorts of different activities. I'm out
"To love completely and hold onto nothing-that is the only freedom." -David Deida
"If at first glance it may appear too hard, look again. Always look again." - Unknown
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"If at first glance it may appear too hard, look again. Always look again." - Unknown
If you would like to get in touch with me, please send me an email.
