06-11-2013, 05:18 AM
I'm more than one month in using OGSF. I don't seem to have dreams anymore when I listen to it at night.
I do notice that my fears are still deeply rooted. From time to time I still think of the what ifs and the things I regret in the past. Also, I compare myself to others as to how much they earn, how much money they have etc. As I used to go to a university filled with well off and rich students I always am making sure to "Keep up with the Joneses". That isn't helping me in any way.
Lastly, I know that I am improving but up to how much? It seems that every time I kind of improve, there are still fears that I need to conquer. Like I am climbing an insurmountable mountain. It's kind of tiring as well. I know I am gonna make it but the challenges and problems I faced in the way are making me very tired and wanting to give up.
I do notice that my fears are still deeply rooted. From time to time I still think of the what ifs and the things I regret in the past. Also, I compare myself to others as to how much they earn, how much money they have etc. As I used to go to a university filled with well off and rich students I always am making sure to "Keep up with the Joneses". That isn't helping me in any way.
Lastly, I know that I am improving but up to how much? It seems that every time I kind of improve, there are still fears that I need to conquer. Like I am climbing an insurmountable mountain. It's kind of tiring as well. I know I am gonna make it but the challenges and problems I faced in the way are making me very tired and wanting to give up.
"Nothing in the world can take the place of Persistence. Talent will not; nothing is more common than unsuccessful men with talent. Genius will not; unrewarded genius is almost a proverb. Education will not; the world is full of educated derelicts. Persistence and determination alone are omnipotent."