Stage 3 is very different. I'm not soo confused.. I've been in a spiraling tunnel of focus leading to my deepest desires and dreams. Being more honest.. with myself and others.. I can catch my other half getting jealous and judging and it's like "oh you make me laugh" and it's gone.
Tonight however I'm hanging onto the focus train but I feel like my grip is slipping some.. but I can't let go now. Optimus Engine has already brought up some interesting opportunities.
Feeling really lonely now. went out last weekend and hung out with a work friend and acouple his buddies. I was hitting on the bar tender lady but very discreetly and she picked up on it of course. I asked her if she had a boyfriend later on because I told myself "She's definitly hot and I'm already talking to her.. let's see how far I can take it." Turns out she's engaged. Also not happy about it because I asked her and her first response was "ehh it's fairly new.. only a couple months" and she was looking up to the ceiling with this wierd confused smirk on her face. BUT she's engaged and i drew the line.. even though once I left I realized what had happened. I don't crash relationships though.
I believe I can take advantage of this OE with not just for moving along on my business endeavours and manifesting those types of opportunities but letting it bring me all different types of opportunities to overcome my remaining fears. Now I welcome it. I'm not crippled by anxiety and the no excuses mindset that's beginning to cultivate is pushing me hard to move past all the stuff that isn't real. Very liberating.
Shannon, you are the man.
Tonight however I'm hanging onto the focus train but I feel like my grip is slipping some.. but I can't let go now. Optimus Engine has already brought up some interesting opportunities.
Feeling really lonely now. went out last weekend and hung out with a work friend and acouple his buddies. I was hitting on the bar tender lady but very discreetly and she picked up on it of course. I asked her if she had a boyfriend later on because I told myself "She's definitly hot and I'm already talking to her.. let's see how far I can take it." Turns out she's engaged. Also not happy about it because I asked her and her first response was "ehh it's fairly new.. only a couple months" and she was looking up to the ceiling with this wierd confused smirk on her face. BUT she's engaged and i drew the line.. even though once I left I realized what had happened. I don't crash relationships though.
I believe I can take advantage of this OE with not just for moving along on my business endeavours and manifesting those types of opportunities but letting it bring me all different types of opportunities to overcome my remaining fears. Now I welcome it. I'm not crippled by anxiety and the no excuses mindset that's beginning to cultivate is pushing me hard to move past all the stuff that isn't real. Very liberating.
Shannon, you are the man.
"To love completely and hold onto nothing-that is the only freedom." -David Deida
"If at first glance it may appear too hard, look again. Always look again." - Unknown
If you would like to get in touch with me, please send me an email.
"If at first glance it may appear too hard, look again. Always look again." - Unknown
If you would like to get in touch with me, please send me an email.
