I am starting to question things now. In terms of my life and how things have unfolded in the last couple years with my subliminal usage. I have had a history of severe self sabotage. Once I get past this then there's nothing stopping me.
I am afraid to think I am sabotaging my own sleep. I damn well know for sure the last couple years were dark because of my own self sabotage. My reaction to the underlying truths that was current self was not pretty. It's gotten a little prettier but there seems to always be something going on that I must deal with.
I did say things were getting interesting a few posts back and they sure as hell are but maybe a little too uncomfortable as well. I'll have a talk with my mentor later on.. sounds like I've got some new things that I need to address.
edit: I'll leave this post up for now. I feel like I've gotten past this.
I am afraid to think I am sabotaging my own sleep. I damn well know for sure the last couple years were dark because of my own self sabotage. My reaction to the underlying truths that was current self was not pretty. It's gotten a little prettier but there seems to always be something going on that I must deal with.
I did say things were getting interesting a few posts back and they sure as hell are but maybe a little too uncomfortable as well. I'll have a talk with my mentor later on.. sounds like I've got some new things that I need to address.
edit: I'll leave this post up for now. I feel like I've gotten past this.
"To love completely and hold onto nothing-that is the only freedom." -David Deida
"If at first glance it may appear too hard, look again. Always look again." - Unknown
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"If at first glance it may appear too hard, look again. Always look again." - Unknown
If you would like to get in touch with me, please send me an email.
