04-10-2013, 05:44 PM
I finished AM5.0 today,now I'm taking few days of subliminals to integrate
the programing.
Some interesting things that happened.I had few days ago serious cleaning
throwing,scrubbing and organizing my entire environment urge so I did.
It's at it's most clean,clutter free and organized state ever.
I'm going to sleep and the trickling stream sound is missing in the background,it feels unnatural.
I went dancing today,met a tourist from Germany there that had such amazing body,it went to sexual mode in the dance,I think I'm projecting
sexuality different now something with the eyes and body language and attitude that I don't care and also something in the energy where
it's intense around me.
She is flying home in a few hours and I went out talking to her and should
have pulled the trigger.I should have gone physical,ask her if she wants to come home with me or whatever.
That's different now after AM5.0,I'm not hard on myself,I can't hold negative perception or thoughts about myself that I once had.Even now
it's in the mode of learning from than being hard on myself and knowing
what I need to improve and self acceptance.
Also I'm also more going after the things I want.Going after what I want
now.I had a realization few days ago that it's not worth waiting for some later time,I might as well do whatever I want to do instead of waiting
to time when things will be easier or simpler and and actually do what I want to do.
I even started learning French,wanted for a long time to learn another foreign language.I just started one day few weeks ago.
I'm going to sleep I post longer summery of AM5.0 later.It's really weird without the trickling stream.
the programing.
Some interesting things that happened.I had few days ago serious cleaning
throwing,scrubbing and organizing my entire environment urge so I did.
It's at it's most clean,clutter free and organized state ever.
I'm going to sleep and the trickling stream sound is missing in the background,it feels unnatural.
I went dancing today,met a tourist from Germany there that had such amazing body,it went to sexual mode in the dance,I think I'm projecting
sexuality different now something with the eyes and body language and attitude that I don't care and also something in the energy where
it's intense around me.
She is flying home in a few hours and I went out talking to her and should
have pulled the trigger.I should have gone physical,ask her if she wants to come home with me or whatever.
That's different now after AM5.0,I'm not hard on myself,I can't hold negative perception or thoughts about myself that I once had.Even now
it's in the mode of learning from than being hard on myself and knowing
what I need to improve and self acceptance.
Also I'm also more going after the things I want.Going after what I want
now.I had a realization few days ago that it's not worth waiting for some later time,I might as well do whatever I want to do instead of waiting
to time when things will be easier or simpler and and actually do what I want to do.
I even started learning French,wanted for a long time to learn another foreign language.I just started one day few weeks ago.
I'm going to sleep I post longer summery of AM5.0 later.It's really weird without the trickling stream.
