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[About]

I agree with Sean. I'd say my last relationship was just something that i've been struggling with because in some ways i knew what I wanted and I knew what I didn't want. She did not meet my criteria but we had been together despite that. There lie my biggest mistake, getting into the relationship when in reality it was no good for me.

In otherwords, we begin to develop this intrinsic ability to trust our gut now. So when you have that feeling, listen to it, be truthful and honest. That's what i've learned so far.

[About]

Shannon, I'm feeling much better about my splitting and ending my previous relationship. Honestly I feel quite liberated from her because she had just this something that wasn't quite right about her, asides the fact I knew she was wrong for me at the beginning.

With that said, I'm certain that letting go of her isn't an issue here. The amount of time I took off between finishing AM5.0 stage 6 and beginning stage 7 was about 15-17 days. Do you still recommend I take the full 32 days of stage 7 and then begin WM2.0 or can I just move onto WM now? Or in 2 weeks? Would this be an issue?

[Shannon]

You can do the 32 days of Stage 7, or you can start WM 2.0 now. Your choice.

[About]

I have to say, after being in a relationship I forgot what it's like to accept compliments from the women that are around me.

I'm still in stage 7, not sure if I should go WM yet but I figure it should be OK if I decide to switch at anytime?

Anyway, today at work I had a front desk girl who I think has a great personality hit on me. I don't remember what she said, but it went something like... I walked into the laundry room in the back, she said something and I replied "did you just hit on me?" Some hilarious banter continued. The exchange was nice and pleasant and I wouldn't know how to turn it into something, but I'm not looking to. The best part of the exchange was when she paused for a second and said "I haven't been with an Asian before."

LOL. And of course she said I was handsome or cute, some combination of that. I haven't been this happy since before I got into the relationship...

[Shannon]

Stage 7 is refresher. Unless you're using it as the program primary, you can just come and go as you please.