Spiral's BAMM Journal

[Spiral]

So yesterday I received some clarity on one of my projects and my partner has decided to move on to other things for the time being. No biggy... nothing I cannot handle. Yesterday and today I made some progress on the project and the only reason why is because of what I kept thinking and saying to myself today. I was walking through my office absolutely disgusted. It's the same office floor, walls, doors, people I've been with for almost the last 3 years. I can either let this be it or I can continue to move forward. And I can make things happen faster. I was feeling very off all day and just didn't want to talk to anyone. almost no eye contact was made. This is very unlike me but I didn't care. Unfortunately all compassion was out the window today. I was still pleasant.. just didn't go out of my way to acknowledge anyone. It's all the same shit anyways. No growth.. no expansion.. everyone talks and says the same stuff all day everyday and I want no part in it. I am now firmly making the decision to be just a little bit more productive than I have been lately. The absolute need to get out of this place is overwhelming and the only thing I can do is move forward with patience yet very swiftly and gracefully.