03-23-2013, 04:38 PM
Alot of fear is coming up about procrastination and success. I forget sometimes about the bigger picture unfortunately. But only for a moment.
Stage 1 is bringing up alot of fears about my ability to do things to the best of my ability. I know I'm not doing things to the best of my ability.. and I'm accepting that and taking it for what it is. I feel like procrastinating all the time... but I don't because I KNOW that doesn't do anything. I suck it up and it's not so hard to do now.. and I do the responsible thing. I don't feel guilty about feeling lazy or feeling bad emotions because I know now I can just let them go instantly. I wonder what Stage 2 has in store. I have about 2 weeks left.
Stage 1 is bringing up alot of fears about my ability to do things to the best of my ability. I know I'm not doing things to the best of my ability.. and I'm accepting that and taking it for what it is. I feel like procrastinating all the time... but I don't because I KNOW that doesn't do anything. I suck it up and it's not so hard to do now.. and I do the responsible thing. I don't feel guilty about feeling lazy or feeling bad emotions because I know now I can just let them go instantly. I wonder what Stage 2 has in store. I have about 2 weeks left.
"To love completely and hold onto nothing-that is the only freedom." -David Deida
"If at first glance it may appear too hard, look again. Always look again." - Unknown
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"If at first glance it may appear too hard, look again. Always look again." - Unknown
If you would like to get in touch with me, please send me an email.
