03-17-2013, 10:42 AM
Been an interesting week. Had to temporarily stop using AOS and switched it out with MHS to stamp out some recurring health problems that were popping up. Not full blown reflux thankfully but just some discomfort. One week of MHS use has it under control again.
Last week I went out with some friends to the beach for spring break. We only spent 2 days there due to money however we had a good time nonetheless. I was actually kind of surprised I went in the first place because I only knew one person well and the others I had either never met or met briefly. It was great though, I felt very chill, relaxed, but at the same time excited and a bit devilish. Negativity was minimal which allowed me to be more outgoing. I got along great with everyone there, and after a while I noticed that I could pretty much steer the conversations in which ever direction I wanted. Pretty cool.
Also, we went out on the main strip and went to skate ring/bowling alley/ pool hall (it was a combination). The place had free drinks, and LOTS of people. We found a pool table and even though I have only played pool a grand total of 2 times I decided to push through my fears and play a couple of games. Thanks to some great focus (LLCF ftw!!!) I did pretty well considering my limited experience. While we were playing this girl walked up to me and asked me where my group and I were from. Turns out we're from the same place and our colleges are right down the road from each other. I was a little surprised by the interaction because during that night I had no intentions on hooking up with women, just having a fun night so you can understand my shock when I looked to my left and saw her standing less than a foot from me. She later walked over into the bathroom and my buddy came up to me in shock telling me she had literally singled me out of our entire group (we had 7 people, 6 guys) and had came into the middle of our area just to talk with me. He then asked why I hadn't invited her to come to the beach with us but it completely slipped my mind. We saw them later and it turns out that one of the friends she was with was quite attractive. Lost opportunity on my part.
In spite of that, my brief 17 day use of AOS has yielded good results despite the short time frame. While using AOS i felt smooth, devious, and laid back. I can only imagine what 64 days of use would do.
I'm also seeing a resurgence of procrastination. I'm not sure whether it's because we had spring break or what but I've felt lazy and unmotivated. I'm struggling in one class and the motivation and desire I had to prove the professor wrong (that guy is a huge @sshole) has fizzled out. I guess perhaps I need a refresher of Overcome Procrastination.
Laserlike Focus is good as always. I'm on my 63rd day, and things are still going strong. Intellect seems to have improved along with focus. But subliminal fever is catching up to me. Due to the decreased time needed for me to see results my mind is suddenly racing with new ideas for subs to try. I need to review my situation and find a solution. I don't want these health problems nagging me again like they did last year but I still need to be able to focus and stop on top of my workload.
Last week I went out with some friends to the beach for spring break. We only spent 2 days there due to money however we had a good time nonetheless. I was actually kind of surprised I went in the first place because I only knew one person well and the others I had either never met or met briefly. It was great though, I felt very chill, relaxed, but at the same time excited and a bit devilish. Negativity was minimal which allowed me to be more outgoing. I got along great with everyone there, and after a while I noticed that I could pretty much steer the conversations in which ever direction I wanted. Pretty cool.
Also, we went out on the main strip and went to skate ring/bowling alley/ pool hall (it was a combination). The place had free drinks, and LOTS of people. We found a pool table and even though I have only played pool a grand total of 2 times I decided to push through my fears and play a couple of games. Thanks to some great focus (LLCF ftw!!!) I did pretty well considering my limited experience. While we were playing this girl walked up to me and asked me where my group and I were from. Turns out we're from the same place and our colleges are right down the road from each other. I was a little surprised by the interaction because during that night I had no intentions on hooking up with women, just having a fun night so you can understand my shock when I looked to my left and saw her standing less than a foot from me. She later walked over into the bathroom and my buddy came up to me in shock telling me she had literally singled me out of our entire group (we had 7 people, 6 guys) and had came into the middle of our area just to talk with me. He then asked why I hadn't invited her to come to the beach with us but it completely slipped my mind. We saw them later and it turns out that one of the friends she was with was quite attractive. Lost opportunity on my part.
In spite of that, my brief 17 day use of AOS has yielded good results despite the short time frame. While using AOS i felt smooth, devious, and laid back. I can only imagine what 64 days of use would do.
I'm also seeing a resurgence of procrastination. I'm not sure whether it's because we had spring break or what but I've felt lazy and unmotivated. I'm struggling in one class and the motivation and desire I had to prove the professor wrong (that guy is a huge @sshole) has fizzled out. I guess perhaps I need a refresher of Overcome Procrastination.
Laserlike Focus is good as always. I'm on my 63rd day, and things are still going strong. Intellect seems to have improved along with focus. But subliminal fever is catching up to me. Due to the decreased time needed for me to see results my mind is suddenly racing with new ideas for subs to try. I need to review my situation and find a solution. I don't want these health problems nagging me again like they did last year but I still need to be able to focus and stop on top of my workload.
