It's been 9 days. I feel a huge shift happening right now. It seems like my life has been a huge shift up to this point. I also feel like this shift is happening faster than the changes in my reality. So it's all in my head right now but I'm at a point now where most people just aggravate me. I don't take their behavior personally but I have myself wondering why people do the things they do. I'm fed up with the negativity and I just want to tell people to quit their bitching. You're wasting your time. I conclude that 99% of people's minds have been poisoned (could be 90-95%...). Quit feeding off negativity. I still do it occasionally but I catch myself. I'm not perfect.. but this gives nobody a reason to make excuses.
I've been scattered brained but I've also been focused for just the right amount of time and multi tasking like a beast. I don't prefer to do things this way but this is how I've been.
I feel more relaxed today than I was say yesterday. Yesterday I couldn't get out of my head. I've been getting stressed easily but I've managed it with the right things coming up at the right times. I don't want to go into detail because what I've figured out is quite interesting and real. I know it to be true yet I'm still afraid of illusory things which contradict this realization. I'm not really worried about my future anymore.. but I still get caught up in being impatient and wanting things to happen a little faster. BAMM is exciting so far. It's kind of funny to even try to think what I'll be like in 1 year lol
I've been scattered brained but I've also been focused for just the right amount of time and multi tasking like a beast. I don't prefer to do things this way but this is how I've been.
I feel more relaxed today than I was say yesterday. Yesterday I couldn't get out of my head. I've been getting stressed easily but I've managed it with the right things coming up at the right times. I don't want to go into detail because what I've figured out is quite interesting and real. I know it to be true yet I'm still afraid of illusory things which contradict this realization. I'm not really worried about my future anymore.. but I still get caught up in being impatient and wanting things to happen a little faster. BAMM is exciting so far. It's kind of funny to even try to think what I'll be like in 1 year lol
"To love completely and hold onto nothing-that is the only freedom." -David Deida
"If at first glance it may appear too hard, look again. Always look again." - Unknown
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"If at first glance it may appear too hard, look again. Always look again." - Unknown
If you would like to get in touch with me, please send me an email.
