Mango's Journal

[MangoEruption]

Two things for Shannon:

1.) At what stage can I start using OFSG in AM 5.0? I've seen some posts stating I can add it in stage 6 and some as early as stage 4. Is it still better off for me to just do AM by itself since its my first run through? Reason I ask is that OFSG seems to be such a useful sub that I think it would vastly improve my AM runtrough.

2.) Since you made it clear that your crazy X series aphrodisiacs will only be in masked versions, are you still willing to make a custom TUW-P18-NN for me in full 5G/HST/SOS (Maybe MaxSpeed) with a name embed for me in ultrasonic format? You could pm me the answer.

OGSF is safe to start using at stage 4 in AM 5.0. If you believe it would significantly improve the run-through, go for it.

Who are you wanting to use the P18-NN upgrade on? Why would you need it in ultrasonic format if she knows about and consents to its use?

No one in particular to be honest. Just looking for a faster version of P18 but from how you responded I figure you are threading carefully with the future of your TUWs. Which I respect since they sound amazing and you don't want to unnecessarily hand them over to the wrong person.

Btw, I finished stage 3 and now am into stage 4 and I miss stage 3 lol. I swear that stage must've had gratitude in it because I was truly happy with my life and I had a f****** blast during that time. Not a single f*** was given but I wasn an asshole about it, I ended getting invited to everything and anything. Good times, I truly was the man lol. Something to note was that I had gnarly dreams during stages 1-2 and very few weak dreams in stage 3, almost afterthoughts really.

I'm in stage 4 like I said and I am still figuring out what it's effect on me is. I've been following all the AM journals and I can truly say that Ryan's general synopsis of every AM stage in his journal is ALMOST exactly like mine. I did have this one trippy dream that scared the shit out of me, like I woke up at 3 in the morning and didn't go back to sleep until an hour later. What made it more strange was that I had the exact same dream twice in a row. I was in this weird little world where me and my family were struggling to survive in an encampment hiding from both zombies and vampires. It had this walking dead, vampire hunter d feel to it. I don't remember much anymore but the part that freaked me out I don't think I will see forget. At some point I was actually Dracula and I masqueraded as some VIP guest in a party for some important official. After I left the party early I flew around this dudes castle and saw him from a window oblivious to my presence outside. I said to myself "I've never seen someone so in control and evil like me. No matter, if he doesn't know me he won't bother me." I felt those sentences to my core, soon after I ate him and had a seizure just screaming how he tasted like rat meat.

Lol, I just re-read everything I just wrote and the dream sounds ridiculous. Oh well, just thought it would be interesting read so ill leave it here.