Sean's AM Journal

[Sean]

The past couple of days were really weird. In particular, my ex invited me in to talk about our daughter last night, and she again tried some of the same flirting behavior from when we were dating. I was really focused on talking about our daughter when it hit me that she seemed to be dragging out our interaction.

So I kissed my sleeping baby girl goodnight, and said I had to roll, and ex was clearly caught off-guard. I knew then that she did not want me to leave, and I'd put her in a position with no graceful way to say otherwise. That was a relief, because things are going well right now, in that we can talk about our daughter, and I don't want this to blow up in drama again because I declined her offer to romp.

I met and had several online conversations with a girl, but I'm not sure it's going to work since she seems to have some deep issues and I have a nagging voice telling me to punch out before it gets serious. The problem is that, once again, I seem to be getting oneitis over the girl because of the perception of scarcity: Part of me is saying "blow her off" and the other part won't stop obsessing her.