01-13-2013, 10:23 AM
Day 6 Stage 6 AM5 + OF
Holy cow! I've been sleeping an average of 10 hours this past week, and the only thing I can attribute this to is the new demands placed on me by Stage 6 and OF. I haven't noticed any differences from Stage 6 or OF, yet, but I've not paid any attention for any, either.
One problem I am having is that I can't stop thinking about the girl from NYE. On one hand I've written her off, and have no emotions attached to that, but at the same time, she's frequently in my thoughts. I just made an intuitive leap in this, which is that this is tied to a scarcity paradigm. It feels bloody stupid, too. I need to get out more to experience abundance, which is the cure for feeling scarcity.
Tomorrow night, I will go out for Salsa lessons again. Hopefully, the lessons aren't canceled for lack of female students, which happened last time. That would be an ironic outcome to my search for abundance, eh?
Holy cow! I've been sleeping an average of 10 hours this past week, and the only thing I can attribute this to is the new demands placed on me by Stage 6 and OF. I haven't noticed any differences from Stage 6 or OF, yet, but I've not paid any attention for any, either.
One problem I am having is that I can't stop thinking about the girl from NYE. On one hand I've written her off, and have no emotions attached to that, but at the same time, she's frequently in my thoughts. I just made an intuitive leap in this, which is that this is tied to a scarcity paradigm. It feels bloody stupid, too. I need to get out more to experience abundance, which is the cure for feeling scarcity.
Tomorrow night, I will go out for Salsa lessons again. Hopefully, the lessons aren't canceled for lack of female students, which happened last time. That would be an ironic outcome to my search for abundance, eh?
Fear is a liar.
There is nothing noble in being superior to your fellow man; true nobility is being superior to your former self. -- Ernest Hemingway
There is nothing noble in being superior to your fellow man; true nobility is being superior to your former self. -- Ernest Hemingway