12-10-2012, 07:02 AM
(12-02-2012, 11:43 PM)Shannon Wrote: Fear. Kill it.
Yeah I should be killing fear instead of me being killed by it.
Not much has happened this past week. But I've made realizations that I still am shy on some social situations. Like for instance, when a salesgirl approaches me to give info about her product I tend to shy away from her.
I made it a point months ago that I should always do things which are uncomfortable. Put myself in things I am not used to. Still I see on some ways where I am failing to do that. It's a good thing to notice that though.
Christmas is drawing near and the shopping places are full of people I would be glad to meet. But instead of going out and try approaching some, I procrastinate again by saying to myself "That it's okay I'm going to change next year... I'll just relax this year"
On some days I can hold myself strong and not masturbate to porn but after a few days I feel obliged to "reward" myself and tell myself that it's okay to fap and I'll probably change next year. I really need to be more self-disciplined and remove this big fear of success that I have.
"Nothing in the world can take the place of Persistence. Talent will not; nothing is more common than unsuccessful men with talent. Genius will not; unrewarded genius is almost a proverb. Education will not; the world is full of educated derelicts. Persistence and determination alone are omnipotent."
