10-30-2012, 05:33 PM
(This post was last modified: 10-30-2012, 05:56 PM by LionMonkey.)
Day 9
It is decided.
When I started the refresher I felt a lot of doubt and my motivation for many things stopped. I questioned my situation and it was a good thing. I questioned if I really was the person I was thinking I wanted to be.
At the same time I came across this article CEO of your life which made me think greatly on what I spend my time on.
After 7 years of practicing martial arts at the academy, I've decided to stop using that much time in it because I felt that the amount of time I spent on it I actually should participate in tournaments and a tournament hasn't been in my mind after a broken nose just 1-2 months ago.
So now I only do my own training at home and I'm looking for a part time job to fill the time space out besides my study and get an income so I'll be able to move out and closer to the city. That's the idea.
After several days of the subliminal I am being more Alpha. I have a great focus and my manners become more manly and sexy each day.
I am consciously holding my body-language great and I don't give a f*** when I'm out in town with my buddies.
With guys I feel like they can't touch me.. it's a great feeling but sometimes when I do engage in a conversation with a guy I tend to give him a lot of space to talk. I bump into others and just walk where I walk.
When I'm in the zone, I'm still somehow intuitively aware on what the situation or what I see could bring to my vision and short-term goals. I really, really like this.
I come with reasons for doing something, instead of excuses and the reasons are automatically related to my goals and my values. I think this is something that is an unseen valuable thing which I can't set words on right now.
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Women give me different signs from not looking at me but feels my presence, to glancing quickly at me but afraid to be rejected, to staring at me.
I am very indifferent to women and I have a very direct attitude. I care less and less of making a fool of myself, and also just say what I want every day
Things that could be improved, more curiosity and more motivation for doing spontaneous things that are breaking the "norm" in all kinds of situations because it will just become more interesting, fun and adventurous.
I think what could bring one closer to this is an improved ability in ones imagination and intuition and of course a certain degree of gratitude to set things in motion.
I like the saying, "let things come to you" but I want to challenge myself and make my life quality better so I'm always having fun and not ever bored!
PS.
Check out My blog
It is decided.
When I started the refresher I felt a lot of doubt and my motivation for many things stopped. I questioned my situation and it was a good thing. I questioned if I really was the person I was thinking I wanted to be.
At the same time I came across this article CEO of your life which made me think greatly on what I spend my time on.
After 7 years of practicing martial arts at the academy, I've decided to stop using that much time in it because I felt that the amount of time I spent on it I actually should participate in tournaments and a tournament hasn't been in my mind after a broken nose just 1-2 months ago.
So now I only do my own training at home and I'm looking for a part time job to fill the time space out besides my study and get an income so I'll be able to move out and closer to the city. That's the idea.
After several days of the subliminal I am being more Alpha. I have a great focus and my manners become more manly and sexy each day.
I am consciously holding my body-language great and I don't give a f*** when I'm out in town with my buddies.
With guys I feel like they can't touch me.. it's a great feeling but sometimes when I do engage in a conversation with a guy I tend to give him a lot of space to talk. I bump into others and just walk where I walk.
When I'm in the zone, I'm still somehow intuitively aware on what the situation or what I see could bring to my vision and short-term goals. I really, really like this.
I come with reasons for doing something, instead of excuses and the reasons are automatically related to my goals and my values. I think this is something that is an unseen valuable thing which I can't set words on right now.
======================================================================
Women give me different signs from not looking at me but feels my presence, to glancing quickly at me but afraid to be rejected, to staring at me.
I am very indifferent to women and I have a very direct attitude. I care less and less of making a fool of myself, and also just say what I want every day
Things that could be improved, more curiosity and more motivation for doing spontaneous things that are breaking the "norm" in all kinds of situations because it will just become more interesting, fun and adventurous.
I think what could bring one closer to this is an improved ability in ones imagination and intuition and of course a certain degree of gratitude to set things in motion.
I like the saying, "let things come to you" but I want to challenge myself and make my life quality better so I'm always having fun and not ever bored!
PS.
Check out My blog
1. Do whatever you want.. risk whatever your gut tells you because.. you know you have good intentions.
2. Pressure forms the man.
3. Clarity gives space for better decisions.
