10-10-2012, 06:04 PM
AM 5.0 stage 2 day 2
I finished stage 1.In the last days I was feeling fear and anxiety coming
about my life.I had some really nice dream that I was being with two women and when the natural redhead was getting close I woke up.
Stage 2 is making me pissed now about things in my life.Things not
going anywhere so I now I take out by being productive,doing things I should do and working out.
I went dancing today and got rejected when asking for dances a lot.
I got pissed.Not on the specific women.I'm not even attracted to them .It's doesn't even worth taking it personally,it's the sort of I f*****g deserve better than this anger.It's a very detached and emotionally cold anger.I'm pissed at my situation with women and my financial one also.
It doesn't make sense at all and I'm sick of maintaining the same
s***y status que.
The positive side is that sort of anger just makes me much more motivated.
Seriously pissed and motivated to get stuff done.
I finished stage 1.In the last days I was feeling fear and anxiety coming
about my life.I had some really nice dream that I was being with two women and when the natural redhead was getting close I woke up.
Stage 2 is making me pissed now about things in my life.Things not
going anywhere so I now I take out by being productive,doing things I should do and working out.
I went dancing today and got rejected when asking for dances a lot.
I got pissed.Not on the specific women.I'm not even attracted to them .It's doesn't even worth taking it personally,it's the sort of I f*****g deserve better than this anger.It's a very detached and emotionally cold anger.I'm pissed at my situation with women and my financial one also.
It doesn't make sense at all and I'm sick of maintaining the same
s***y status que.
The positive side is that sort of anger just makes me much more motivated.
Seriously pissed and motivated to get stuff done.
