Sean's AM Journal

[Shannon]

I actually told her last night that she failed the interview to be my girlfriend, and there was no chance for her now. lol Shame, because she's very much the sort of woman I think would be great for me in a lot of ways... but she's not at a point in her life where she's ready to appreciate what I have to offer. She wants to chase abusive men and focus on beefcake. I can't offer abuse, or beefcake, but I have a lot more to offer than they do in every other way.

I know that eventually she'll come looking for me, because some day she'll understand what I have to offer. Unfortunately, by then, it'll probably be too late.

I don't know Shannon, sounds like you might be stuck in the friend zone, lol.

Friend zone doesn't fight herself to avoid having sex with me. And rest assured, she will offer it to me. It might take some time, a month or two or three... but she will. And it would happen sooner if I gave a shit. If I wanted to make it happen, I could. I know exactly how to push her buttons that way. But I am not going to be a jerk just because she hasn't outgrown that crap yet.

She is trying to put me in the friend zone, but it's not working. Part of her wants me, and that seems to be growing as time goes by. I can see that happening plain as day. I predict that what will happen is that we'll either become friends with benefits, or we'll have an insanely passionate, enthusiastic, animalistic romp or two and then she'll decide to back off or I will.

But friend zone... she can't do yet. Just watch.