09-23-2012, 11:02 PM
Another brief episode of intense sadness tonight. Shed some tears, no real crying, no source identified. Just a trickle of raw emotion. I wish it would come out like a fecking hurricane and get it over with. This half-arsed bull is lame and kind of annoying, in retrospect.
About 10 years ago, I was crashing at a girl's place in LA. Her former-Marine-and-scary-as-hell roommate came home while she was out buying some booze, and I was there alone. He was drunk, and scared the hell out of me while I explained I was a guest of hers. When she got back, I cried on her lap for what seemed like a decade. THAT's a real breakdown, not this bit here and a bit there.
I feel like Lieutenant Dan on the mast of the Jenny, screaming at my emotional cyst to just rupture. "IS THAT ALL YOU GOT??"
About 10 years ago, I was crashing at a girl's place in LA. Her former-Marine-and-scary-as-hell roommate came home while she was out buying some booze, and I was there alone. He was drunk, and scared the hell out of me while I explained I was a guest of hers. When she got back, I cried on her lap for what seemed like a decade. THAT's a real breakdown, not this bit here and a bit there.
I feel like Lieutenant Dan on the mast of the Jenny, screaming at my emotional cyst to just rupture. "IS THAT ALL YOU GOT??"
Fear is a liar.
There is nothing noble in being superior to your fellow man; true nobility is being superior to your former self. -- Ernest Hemingway
There is nothing noble in being superior to your fellow man; true nobility is being superior to your former self. -- Ernest Hemingway
