Shannon's Journal Discussion Thread, Vol. 8

[4Kingdoms]

https://subliminal-talk.com/Thread-Shann...#pid268466

First, allow me to apologize for my disappearance.

Okay, so you're probably wondering what's been going on with me.

Well, I have been doing an experiment on myself. It's designed to test something that apparently triggers a huge amount of resistance in me. The most I have ever seen - probably because nothing previous has been able to deal with the resistance at this level. Testing has been for the goal of the program, but has also become primarily about observing the resistance response and how 6G deals with it. It has been challenging.

6G will get through, but I am going to use what I learn from this to help me know how to adjust the Key Scripts to make it easier and faster to deal with resistance.

Here's what I have discovered so far.

First, 6G is more than capable of handling resistance as long as it is used for the right amount of time per day, days on, days off, and at the right volume for the title being used. For a "layer" of resistance, it usually takes 1-5 days to work itself through during my experiment. Sometimes, this process is rather less than fun and/or comfortable. But it always makes it through within a period of about 1 to 5 days. We haven't really seen the phenomenon of "layers" of resistance before. And this doesn't mean everyone will have multiple layers of resistance, or resistance to every goal, or at all. It applies to me in this case for a specific reason.

The goals of this experimental trigger resistance to my very core. This is something that traces back to some sort of very traumatic experience I apparently had when I was less than a month old. It has been interpreted by parts of my subconscious to mean, and be associated with, a couple of things that really make a big impact in my life. During my testing so far, this experimental has managed to chew through anything and everything that has been thrown at it. I could sense that each "layer" of resistance was representative of a different part of me at a different age. Then I broke through and entered into a situation that felt like I was drifting for a little while.

And then... the Root Cause showed up. The Final Boss decided to disagree. This "layer" - not being an echo, but the Root Cause - has been the most challenging so far. It's also lasted going on three weeks now. This part of me has extremely primitive awareness, and I believe it is from when I was less than a month old. The only thing I can think of to explain this - other than of some sort of past life experience, which I have no evidence for - is that I must have been seriously traumatized at an extremely early age by my parents fighting, or something along those lines.

This part of me has the lowest level of awareness of any I have dealt with. It is purely instinctual. It's response to discomfort at the level it feels from whatever this trauma is, is simply... stop doing everything and hide. It is also very strong willed and stubborn.

But even it is slowly losing the battle. I can feel that the experimental is making progress. It has actually broken through all resistance completely a few times. The part of me that is resisting isn't just being fought with, it seems to be being de-traumatized. And that is why I am able to be here today writing this.

I'm basically intentionally putting myself through this to figure out how to make it so nobody else has to go through it. It's been very hard, and I wouldn't expect others to be willing to go through this. It is the most extreme resistance response I have ever seen, perhaps second only to CatMan's infamous intransigence, and possibly on par with the responses of one or two others. But if I can get through this, then perhaps even they can get through theirs. And of course, making the process as fast and easy and comfortable as possible is going to be important.

So again... my apologies. This has been an extremely challenging experiment. But the knowledge I am gaining is priceless, and it will translate into additions to the Key Script that make things much easier for everyone. 6G can chew through just about anything when properly used, and when you don't give up in the face of resistance attempts, apparently... but I want it to be as easy and comfortable as possible. Even if you're triggering your Primary Life's Wound, as I appear to be doing. Quite accidentally, I assure you.

Because the faster and easier I can make it to get through this sort of thing, the more people will make it through to the other side.

I'm trying to get back to actively doing forum work. Please bear with me a while longer. This is not easy.