10-09-2024, 01:45 PM
So here's some things I've been noticing lately:
The energy flooding is working, and it seems on one hand that I'm able to just build desire without needing to release it and touch myself. At the same time all this energy buildup is also making my anger rise, because I guess it was always there and with the energy getting pent up without releasing it through fapping it's just more intense. I don't lash out or anything, it's just that when I focus on something that makes me very angry my energy becomes intense, but I can still hide it when I'm at work or whatever.
In periods of intensity, either anger or desire rises, but either way my energy is increasingly becoming more intense. I do find myself wanting to listen to the subliminal again in these moments, but I'm hesitant to do so because I'm not sure if it's just the AutoConfig or frustration from the pent up energy building up. So I'm hesitant to act on it in those moments.
The energy flooding is working, and it seems on one hand that I'm able to just build desire without needing to release it and touch myself. At the same time all this energy buildup is also making my anger rise, because I guess it was always there and with the energy getting pent up without releasing it through fapping it's just more intense. I don't lash out or anything, it's just that when I focus on something that makes me very angry my energy becomes intense, but I can still hide it when I'm at work or whatever.
In periods of intensity, either anger or desire rises, but either way my energy is increasingly becoming more intense. I do find myself wanting to listen to the subliminal again in these moments, but I'm hesitant to do so because I'm not sure if it's just the AutoConfig or frustration from the pent up energy building up. So I'm hesitant to act on it in those moments.
E1 (3m) > E2 (6m) > E3 (3m) > UMSv1 (1.33 y) > MLS (1 yr) > UH (1yr)
