Rocks Money Magnet 5.11G journal

[Diablojack00]

Aright, I think I understand now.  I wasn't sure before, but now I'm pretty darned sure that I see what I think I see.  Time for some harsh truth here.  

You are failing with women because you're needing to get them too much.  And to put yourself in a position where you can get them you have to have yourself and your finances handled.  You're running MM and you say you felt an immediate difference, but now you want to go back to X4A because the women are falling off without it.  So why did you stop using it in the first place?

Because even with the help of X4A, you're not achieving what you want with women.  Part of that is because you don't seem to be quite experienced enough with them, in certain direct ions (like communication), and part of that looks like it is because you don't have your self and your finances handled sufficiently.  So you went to MM, which made an immediate change.  But now...

You're not going to get results with X4A-anything until you fix one thing within yourself, and that is, you're not internally self supporting.  In other words, you're coming across as needy to them, and women can smell that shit a mile away, and it makes them run.  It is a testament to X4A-1xxx that you got as far as you did with that being the case, but as you can see, even that isn't going to solve your issue.

The only reason you're doing X4a is because you want women.  The only reason you're doing MM is because you want women.  X4A makes them respond because you're turning them on sexually, but it can't overcome neediness on your part.  MM can make you a millionaire, but if you're needy you'll just end up paying for sex.  Women don't care how muscular you are, how wealthy you are, how sexually aroused they get, how good you smell, or anything else, if you're needy.  The only women who will respond to neediness are those you pay for their company, or those who want to control, manipulate and take advantage of you for it.

So if you want to succeed with women, here's my advice based on my best understanding of what I have seen and what I can see so far.

Step 1: Put down the quest for a woman, completely.  Stop focusing on women, stop chasing women, stop looking for women. 
Step 2: focus on really understanding whatever it is that's making you needy for women.  Then, once you understand it,
Step 3: Focus on changing yourself in the right ways from needy to self supporting in the ways you need to be to get rid of that neediness.

You need to do to get women is to recognize that your efforts have failed and are failing because there is something you need to change about yourself, and no amount of anything else will fix this.  You have to make this change first, or you're wasting time and money, and you don't have time and money to waste.

This is why AM6 causes men to lose interest in women, even though a lot of them run it to attract women, which confuses a lot of them.  It is focusing you on yourself, and working on yourself in the ways you need to focus in order to achieve a self supporting state.  This isn't me telling you that you should run AM6, I'm just using it as an example.  But it is one option available to you.

Once you're no longer needy for women, it is VASTLY easier to get them.  I can tell you that from personal experience, and by watching hundreds of other guys go through this too.

Why are you needy for women?  Have you always relied on muscles to attract women, and didn't develop yourself further than that?  You don't strike me as the type who has had difficulty getting women in the past.  What's different now?

You also have the option of dropping the quest for women altogether and just focusing into yourself and making your money and living your best life, and women be damned.

@Shannon

Sorry I clicked full edit and it messed things up.

In short.

I had no real issues getting dates or sleeping with girls.

When I lost my fitness trainer job I also quit Walmart and got a new job.

I moved back with my mom cus she is double amputee no legs. She's said she's getting older and needed me to stay with her so I just got rid of my apartment and moved back in.

My mindset started shifting and back when I went to eat and the crush was my server but she never came back to my table and other twin refilled my drink but my crush never came back there.

That was just crappy. I let that go. Next time I requested other twin.

And she asked Hey you asked for me. I said yeah and she said aww. 

The very next time. My crush was my server and things was normal.

I last 4 times I've been there crush was full or cleaning tables she didn't act like I was even there.

I talked to other twin a bit and went on my way.

Monday morning other twin was my server but my crush just worked in the kitchen but she spoke to me.

So I started feeling like crush or maybe both were moving away from me.

So I ran MM last night. I'm going to continue for 4 months.

I don't want the twins thinking I'm needy or anything.

I'm just gonna stay away for a little while.

That's better than making things worse by just being present.

Neediness  I'll work on that.

At the BBQ place the one gorgeous server that asked if I like her eye brows ... she hasn't changed her demeanor toward me and I feel comfortable and at ease there.

The gorgeous server is usually my server I walked in and she saw me and came right to me and asked if I had a server yet. I said not yet.   She said Okay I'll get you a drink.

This girl is 18-22 She mentioned college work.

So my issue is definitely around the twins maybe..

is it okay to do meditation while running your programs?

Heart beat meditation and visualized meditation would really help get rid of this neediness.