Rocks Money Magnet 5.11G journal

[Diablojack00]

It is funny how you can see different reactions in the same people depending on which program you use.

It reminds me of twice i've used a masculinity program and the very same woman who used to work behind the bar for years when I did security who I would usually say hi to or chat to still if I see her down the street.

Both times on the masculinity program she totally ignored me like I wasn't there. Interestingly she comes across as fairly masculine herself so it's like being in more of that polarity pushes her away. I'm not attracted to her at all, but it does annoy me because it's not like i'm a random stranger to her.

Or on DMSI years ago, started talking to a girl at the gym regularly. She had a boyfriend and I wasn't really trying to do anything with her but we would talk heaps at the gym. After stopping DMSI she would barely say anything to me.

It's definitely interesting. Since being off X4a 1511 the girls I had been texting with stopped texting me.

Oh well. 

The server today seemed like she was trying to figure out what's different about me. That's probably the difference now that I think about it.

Okay it seems like while on X4A-1511 I felt like what's the point of getting these girls if Im not rich.

And my mentor said for me to date these 22 yr old girls I better have a crap ton of money.

I'm average monies. I was a personal fitness trainer and the gym shut down..

I'm 43 in 2 weeks.

I had issues with meeting women I was attracted to so X4A-1511 helped a lot.

I am probably going to wait 2 weeks and get back on X4a 1511 till X4A-1600 comes out.

If I get back on X4a 1511

How the hell do I execute consistently?

Cus only one hour of MM and it's like I was a new person.

The second day was very emotional though but MM was just digging stuff up.