EP's Money Magnet Journal

[EvolvingPhoenix]

Something I've noticed over the past two days. I have today and yesterday off from work, right? But both days, I have a point where I get immensely tired and crash on my bed and sleep for a few hours or more. Needing naps like this COULD be the result of a weird sleep cycle, but I don't think so. I usually go to sleep early and wake up early. I'm needing more sleep than usual. I think it must be the program, and my unconscious mind fighting it. I was dreaming during today's nap that I was with my family in a hotel room and that whatever vacation we were on was over and I had to pack up all my things. I was working at it, but much more slowly than my family who was already finished and being shamed as lazy for not being done already. And I have a lot of cleaning to do in this apartment, which I've been procrastinating on. I think that's indicative of some aspect of my unconscious working through the feeling of being overwhelmed with stuff I need to do and procrastinating because I can't get it done fast enough and feeling ashamed or whatever. I think the program is working on some deep seated stuff regarding procrastination. It's interesting to see. This program is centered around money, but to do that it seems to be working on stuff that's at the root of more than just financial issues.