07-17-2023, 12:40 AM
That awesome band I wanted to join doesn't want me. 
Now I'm sad! Not really, I kinda expected they'd be looking for something more by-the-book or something.
Anyhow, I did manage to get my singing back on track during my last two practice sessions, so that's good! Gonna have to keep working at it.
Got admitted to another band but one whose music doesn't inspire me as much (it's alternative rock, I'm more of a metalhead/bluesrock type of guy). I'll still prepare their songs and see where it goes from here.
Been noticing that my frustrations are somewhere in between being directed at me, internally - resulting in depression and anxiety - and outside, resulting in anger. I'm really in the need of something that would help me catch a break - I've been working extremely hard and have very little to show for it. I've tried various manifestation methods and they did not work, so I was disenchanted. Hopefully the new technology that is being introduced to the subs, like for instance in Money Magnet, is gonna help with that. I could have had a nice career by now if it wasn't for external circumstances which pretty much amount to "bad luck", and with age the opportunities are becoming more scarce. But I'm not giving up.
Now I'm sad! Not really, I kinda expected they'd be looking for something more by-the-book or something.Anyhow, I did manage to get my singing back on track during my last two practice sessions, so that's good! Gonna have to keep working at it.
Got admitted to another band but one whose music doesn't inspire me as much (it's alternative rock, I'm more of a metalhead/bluesrock type of guy). I'll still prepare their songs and see where it goes from here.
Been noticing that my frustrations are somewhere in between being directed at me, internally - resulting in depression and anxiety - and outside, resulting in anger. I'm really in the need of something that would help me catch a break - I've been working extremely hard and have very little to show for it. I've tried various manifestation methods and they did not work, so I was disenchanted. Hopefully the new technology that is being introduced to the subs, like for instance in Money Magnet, is gonna help with that. I could have had a nice career by now if it wasn't for external circumstances which pretty much amount to "bad luck", and with age the opportunities are becoming more scarce. But I'm not giving up.
"A man who is doing his True Will has the inertia of the Universe to assist him." - A. Crowley
