Maverick Samba9

[Benjamin]

I'm curious about NMN but even with the huge amount of money i've spent on supplements in the past it's quite expensive.

Anyway, your most recent post definately shows big shifts happening. It may be uncomfortable, but those emotions coming up are getting you to be dissatisfied with what you're currently doing so you can do something else.

That works better than all this 'acceptance' and 'don't be attached to anything' 'be neutral' theories found in some 'spiritual' type changework, which every time i've used it has weakened me and not motivated me in the direction i've wanted.

[samba99]

I'm curious about NMN but even with the huge amount of money i've spent on supplements in the past it's quite expensive.

Anyway, your most recent post definately shows big shifts happening. It may be uncomfortable, but those emotions coming up are getting you to be dissatisfied with what you're currently doing so you can do something else.

That works better than all this 'acceptance' and 'don't be attached to anything' 'be neutral' theories found in some 'spiritual' type changework, which every time i've used it has weakened me and not motivated me in the direction i've wanted.

I’m now almost 1 week with Nmn and Maca, definitely feeling great, burst of energy and focus. I have completely stopped caffeine! 

If you were interested in Anti aging stuff, then Nmn is worth checking

[samba99]

Okay, I’m currently listening to one loop while typing this post, there subtle tingling sensation in my lower chest center.

My use pattern is almost fully set and forget. In fact because I didn’t actually what to look for, I completely forget about Maverick during the day, it there are some interesting things happening.

I am actually starting to get a glimpse why this sub worth so much. I’m not saying I’m convinced about the price tag, I’m saying I’m seeing glimpses starting to unfold.

Okay, I don’t want to go to my career life since life is pretty boring in that department (I want it to be boring, I don’t want to work like a maniac, so I am happy here)

Now with that being said, let’s me move on.

Girls are coming into my life, and surprisingly it seems really easy and effortless, in the past couple weeks, I got so many butt presentation that my head is spinning, some of them were too good, and yes these girls appear to be unconscious yet conscious about it at the same time. Hard to explain. But honestly, I have seen some of the best ass in my life time hahah, good stuff.

I realized when I talk to women, I’m very very calm internally, but this is only happens when I’m interested sexually in her. It seems as part of seduction. But some of the women I’m currently talking to are very easy going, like responding very well and attentive.

I am more and more liking Maverick, and it seems I may continue to use it for a long while.

[samba99]

DMSI helped me a lot with porn, I was not addicted or anything but I thought it was a waste of energy. During my DMSI porn was eliminated, I stopped it completely, but whenever I consciously go and enter porn site, my erection will be immediately activated and ready to go.

However now with Maverick, I have realized that my erection is only solid when women around. When I tried to turn porn on it’s like I turned a normal movie on, absolutely nothing. This is very weird for me. I’m not saying it’s bad nor good, just something different.

[samba99]

I want to take a moment to capture what I feel.

I’m feeling very grounded, it’s such a nice secure feeling, it seems as nothing can hurt my ego, I feel suddenly my insecurities are lifted, my fears are heavily reduced, and I just feel balanced.

It’s a good feeling that I didn’t have for a while now.

I suddenly feel so what? What if something goes wrong? So what? I am still in present moment, what’s better than the moment, the now.


I honestly used to be very self centered, and I wasn’t aware about it. Now, I feel okay I know i might be the best in the room, in a lot of situations but if someone walks better than me or anything, I used to feel negative emotions , but now?
I just appreciate.

Alright, all this might just be the side effect of having higher confidence. I am not sure of higher confidence or just elimination of fear.

[Darkness]

DMSI helped me a lot with porn, I was not addicted or anything but I thought it was a waste of energy. During my DMSI porn was eliminated, I stopped it completely, but whenever I consciously go and enter porn site, my erection will be immediately activated and ready to go.

However now with Maverick, I have realized that my erection is only solid when women around. When I tried to turn porn on it’s like I turned a normal movie on, absolutely nothing. This is very weird for me. I’m not saying it’s bad nor good, just something different.

I would say that’s good, you’re going back to the flesh

[samba99]

DMSI helped me a lot with porn, I was not addicted or anything but I thought it was a waste of energy. During my DMSI porn was eliminated, I stopped it completely, but whenever I consciously go and enter porn site, my erection will be immediately activated and ready to go.

However now with Maverick, I have realized that my erection is only solid when women around. When I tried to turn porn on it’s like I turned a normal movie on, absolutely nothing. This is very weird for me. I’m not saying it’s bad nor good, just something different.

I would say that’s good, you’re going back to the flesh

Going back to the flesh? You mean going back to the original way of the human reproduction ?

[Darkness]

Precisely!

[samba99]

If I were to describe my last few days in one word it will be tranquility,

Almost as there is nothing to worry about anymore, which is absolutely fantastic

I’m not sure what it is, but it seems as im projecting an aura, and this aura almost like it provides me with constant bliss and it seems as it’s blocking negativity coming through,

Reading my earlier posts, I talked about negativity a lot, and it seems these negative thoughts were coming from deep within my mind, slowly to the surface and away to the atmosphere outside the aura, and then you have the aura not allowing anything negative coming through.

Idk but great stuff.

I have 3 more cycles of 1 loop then it’s a new month with less usage

[KingDavid93]

@samba99

How are you playing Maverick?

Are you listening on your phones speakers or using earbuds?